Sam walked in after me and grabbed my arm
"Amanda, it's not that I don't care" he said
"Sam just leave me alone"
"Please don't be like this" he said
I rolled my eyes
"Then explain" I said
"Ok, Amanda I can't just be your friend. no matter how hard I try, I can't do it. I like you too much to let that go."
"You don't need to let go of it, you just need to store it away." I said
"I can't"
"Can you please try? Sam this isn't forever, it's just for a little bit" I said
"But what if you start dating kian, and get really involved and never wanna get back together?" he said
"Now you know I felt" I said
"Amanda I'm so sorry, this is all my fault." he said
"No, it's mine. I should've trusted you, I knew you'd never cheat on me." I said
"Guess we're both kinda in the wrong" he said
"Friends?" I asked
he hesitated
"Friends." he said
we both walked back into the living room, they were still playing spin the bottle.
"Amanda just in time, it's your turn" Zoey said
"great" I said
I spun the bottle, it landed on Sam.
are you kidding me? we literally just agreed to me only friends.
Sam's face was unreadable, kian looked upset.
Sam and I both leaned in, and our lips touched.
I missed this, a lot. I missed falling asleep next to him, I missed being in his arms, I missed him.
I didn't realize how long we'd been kissing for.
"guys take a breath" I heard someone say. that made me pull away.
Kian didn't seem too happy.
"Let's call it a night" kian said
everyone agreed.
I rode back with Kian this time.
"so um..tonight was fun" I said
"Yea, I'm sure you enjoyed kissing Sam" he said
"Kian" I said
"You're right I'm sorry"
we got to my house.
"why don't you come in...I wanna talk" I said
he looked nervous.
We sat on the couch.
"So I was thinking about what we were talking about earlier.." I said
"me too"
"But if we do get back together, how will I know that you won't hurt me again?"
"Amanda I would never do anything to hurt you again, i promise" he said
"Okay, but if you break that promise, we're history" I said
"so are we dating again?" he asked
I leaned in and kissed him.
"does that answer your question?"
he kissed me back, until we started making out.
he started unbuttoning my shirt.
"kian what are you doing?" I asked
"I thought-"
I backed away from him
"you should go get some sleep" I said
"Amanda I didn't mean to-"
"it's fine" I said
"no it's not fine, I tried to rush it, I know you're not ready" he said
"you're right" I said
"I'm really sorry"
"I know"
"Can we pretend like that didn't happen?" he asked
"Good idea" I said
•
Kian's POV
I felt really bad for making her feel uncomfortable.
but we just acted like it didn't happen.
After that we just started talking for awhile until she dozed off.
she layed her head on my shoulder.
She looks so peaceful when she's sleeping
I was getting kind of tired myself.
I picked her up, walked upstairs and set her on her bed.
I kissed her on her forehead then left.
