Love Me Back!

Part 14

-Mistakes everywhere, not edited-

Tae knows he hurts Tee but he can't do anything about that, loving or liking someone is not something that can be forced. It comes naturally.

"Phi, I don't know how to tell you but, do you trust your girlfriend?" ask Tee, hesitates but he doesn't want Tae to keep being cheated.

Tae's reaction is really scared Tee because Tae looks at Tee with a frowns, Tee gulps down his saliva.

"what do you mean Tee?" ask Tae with a fierce face and Tee choose to keep quiet, what if Tae get mads at him and doesn't want to see him anymore, or maybe Tae will hate him. If Tae hates him, he will stop chasing after Tae. That is what he promised to Godt.

"Tee, I thought you are sincere with me and wishing for my happiness, but I'm wrong" Tae clearly disappointed with Tee.

"no phi, I just ask you. I mean nothing" Tee tries to reasoned out. That means Tae really love and trust his girlfriend.

"what are you trying to do Tee?" ask Tae again and Tee looks down at the ground.

"I just don't want you to regret later on. You can trust someone but sometimes you must be careful" said Tee slowly, he is scared Tae will misunderstand his meaning.

"like believe in you? I trust you Tee, how could you" Tae is clearly disappointed and Tee feels ashamed with himself.

"I'm not trying to make you break up with her or anything, I just don't want you to hurt" said Tee, trying to calm the situation.

"you are the one who hurt me, I trust you Tee"

Tee doesn't has anything to say anymore. Tae will hate him if he continues to expose Mint. Tee looks at Tae then he looks away.

"just don't get hurt okay" Tee pats Tae's chest before leaving the park.

His heart shatters, he doesn't know why but he is confirms that he and Tae is a dream, a dream that can't ever be the truth.

Tae doesn't feels to chase after Tee because he is really disappointed with Tee. He knows Tee likes him more than normal people liking him but, he can't believe Tee is willing to go this far.

Tee sighs, he doesn't feel like crying anymore. He expects this already, he and Tae is not a right thing.

"why I chase him? I know I will end up heartbroken" Tee is mad at himself, falling in love is nice and very happy but falling in love with the wrong person is hurtful and painful.

"I love him or what? Why it's hurt so much in here?" Tee pounds his chest, the physical pain can't erase the pain in the inside.

"I hate you!" Tee yells to himself, he hates his heart for loving someone who doesn't love him so much. He hate himself for trying and being stubborn.

"I should give up like others told me too. I'm a perfect loser. I have nothing and I got nothing. Useless human being!" Tee keeps beating himself, he is blaming himself for everything.

Tee is more than tired when he is home. He can hear the voices of people laughing from the other room. Copter's room and Kim is sure will sleep here tonight.

Tee sighs and enter his room. He let his body fall on the soft bed and close his eyes tightly.

"goodbye Phi Tae" Tee fall in deep slumber and sleeps and dreams come later on.

The morning come faster than Tee wants, he is tired physically and mentally but he still need to work. Today is the day he will get his car back, he has enough money to pay for his baby.

Tee come into work earlier today, he didn't talk much, just doing his job earnestly. Some people are weird with Tee changes but some of them don't even know Tee is sad.

Tee finished his job and go to the workshop by taxi, he needs to see his baby, he miss it so much.

Tee walks into the workshop and he is smiling widely when he see his car is in perfect condition. He rubs and touches his car gently.

After he makes the payment he drives away happily. He hums to songs played on the radio. He feels empty but calm at the same time. He was heartbroken but he accept it with all of his heart.

Simply said, he is giving up.

Tee hurts so much already since he lost his father and he knows how to hide his sadness and how to encounter with heartbroken. He never thought that he fell too deep to Tae because he can't feel at ease thinking about Tae hating him.

Tee drives to the beach, he hopes he can feel a little bit happiness to ease his heart. The waves is calm enough and the breeze feels good to the skin.

Tee left his phone in the car, he already got a few calls from Godt, Mew, Copter and Kim. He doesn't want to answer it because he will cry and they will say, they already told him to stop. Chasing someone's heart is different with chasing a dream.

"Hi"

"Phi Aim!!! Why you are always everywhere?" whines Tee, happy and not happy at the same time. He wants to be alone but he is lonely.

Aim laughs hard at that, yeah he is wondering too why he always meet Tee, almost everywhere.

"I live here Tee. I'm out for jogging" said Aim and Tee chuckles.

Tee gets up and hug Aim. He needs the comfort. Aim is happy but at the same time he is sad because he knows Tee will never be with him.

Aim wraps his arm around Tee smaller body. He let Tee mumbles about Tae rejecting him and all. Aim is surprised because he is sure Tae has some feelings toward Tee, maybe he is wrong.

"you know I'm single and ready to mingle with you right?" Aim wiggles his brows and Tee make a disgusted face. Aim laugh again.

"are you insulting the handsome Dr. Aim?" ask Aim with a tease tone and Tee nods his head confidently.

"so cruel" Aim pinches Tee's cheeks and make Tee laughs.

As long as Tee is happy, that's enough for Aim. If he say he doesn't hopes for more it's an obvious lie, he also knows when to give up.