Love Me Back!

Part 17

-Mistakes everywhere, not edited-

Tee is here, at his home but he is treated like he is not here. His parent and his brothers are talking happily about the future marriage. Tee feels like an outsider because lots of plan being reviewed already and he knows none of it.

Tee keeps his smiling face, he is happy for his brother but being in a family that you are not treated as one is a bit bitter and hurtful.

"And you Tee, my friend wants you to marry his daughter" said Tee's stepfather.

Everyone is totally shocked except the mother because none of them talk about this before.

"what are you talking about por?" ask Mew serious,he is frowning hard. Godt already stand to protect and defense Tee.

"I don't know why, but my friend really like you" Por said that with bitter tone and reaction, like he really can't think any good thing about Tee.

"you can't do that!" Godt open his mouth, he will fight to the end, he doesn't care if his father scold him back.

"I like someone else" said Tee, hoping that his parent will stop their plan.

"that's not the priority now, if you marry his daughter, it will make the company become bigger and business will be better" the excuse hurts Tee more but he decides to keep silent.

Godt and Mew argue with their parent and Tee just watch at the floor with heavy heart. He is tired of everything already, why raise him if they hate him so much?

"I'm gay" Tee announce it without looking at anyone. Everyone becomes silent.

His parent seems like hating the new news. His stepfather stands up abruptly and pulls Tee arm harshly.

"You really are useless. You are stupid,  useless and now you are gay!" yells his stepfather.

Tee tries to let his stepfather's hand go from his arm, it's really hurt because the nails is digging into his skin.

"it's hurt Por" sobs Tee.

Godt and Mew helps Tee to get away but they can't be rough to their father too. That's wrong.

"You really are useless! Try to make yourself useful for once!"

Tee pulls away his hand harshly that his stepfather move backwards a few steps. Tee glares with his red eyes.

"if you hate me that much then why you raise me?!" shouts Tee with a death glare, tears are running on his cheeks, all his face is red.

"You!" Tee look at his mother that just sit there like a doll when his stepfather keep insulting him.

"if you hate me that much you should kill me when I'm build as one. You should kill me when I'm in your womb" Tee wipes his tears with his hands, he is shivering.

"why both of you do this to me? I'm sorry for being stupid and useless. I'm sorry I'm the seed from the man you hate the most. You are killing me, slowly deep inside. You want me to kill myself then you will be satisfied?" ask Tee softly, he is hurt beyond words.

Tee push away Mew and Godt's hand from him. He looks to his mother, hoping his mother has some sympathy left for him. But nothing, the old woman who was pregnant of him before just stay silence.

"I have family but it's like I'm alone. I'm sorry for everything" said Tee for the last time. Tee walks away, tears keep rolling down his cheeks.

'I want to die' Tee's heart dead already, all he has left is his body.

Godt run after Tee, when he reaches the road side Tee already missing, it's impossible Tee can leave very fast because Tee was not bring his car today, three of them come together.

After looking around, Godt can see someone walking, he is not sure if the person he sees is his phi but he choose to run after that person.

"No! Godt!!!!" Mew yells very loudly before...

A car hit Godt when Godt cross the road without looking to any direction. It's like a slow motion movie, when the car hit Godt and Godt flew on the air a few seconds before he fell on the hard road, bleeding.

Mew runs to get unconscious Godt who is lying on the road bleeding so bad. Mew's hand shivers, he can't touch Godt at all.

"Godt! Oh my God!!!" Their mother collapsed when she saw Godt, his father lost words and kneel to the ground, watching the bleeding Godt.

Everything move very fast and right now Godt is being treated in the hospital and Aim is the doctor in charge for Godt.

Aim gets out from emergency room after done inspecting and treating Godt. He can see how devastated Godt's family are but he can't see Tee anywhere, he would like ask but maybe not now.

"How's my son?" ask the father

"Your son is okay, he is bleeding so much but nothing serious injury. He already get the blood supplies. From other test, he is totally fine. He will conscious after a few hours"

"thank god. Thank you doctor"

"your welcome. I suggest all of you go home first, because he is stable and under meds so he will not awake anytime soon. You all can come later"

"okay doc, thanks again"

Aim nods his head and walk away, in his mind, he is thinking about Tee. Maybe Tee doesn't know about this so he needs to tell Tee.

Aim go home after his shift and he stops in Godt's ward for awhile. He doesn't know why but watching Godt laying on the bed unmoving makes him feel uneasy.

Aim reaches his house and locks his car. He takes his stuff at the back seat and take out the keys. It's a bit dark because he forgot to turn on the outdoor lamp and he curse a bit when his feet kicks something and that something is moving.

"trespasser?" ask Aim. No answer so he kneels on the same level with the body that sit while hugging his knees tight.

"Tee?" Aim is really shocked, Tee is here, in front of his house.

Tee awakes from his nap and cries before lurch forward, hugging Aim. He sobs harder and louder. Aim can't even move or open his mouth when Tee act like this.

Tee cries become louder and Tee's body shakes so much. Aim sits on the floor and pulls Tee into his embrace. Tee fits well like a kid in his father's arms.

"shh, don't cry so much, I will cry too." Aim tries to comfort Tee but he is already crying. Seeing Tee hurts this much makes him cry too.

"oh Tee, please stop crying" Aim is begging, Tee is crying his soul out.

"I want to die but I'm scared" said Tee unclear with his cry and tears but Aim understand it. He is surprised with Tee confession wanting to die. Why?  Because of Godt is in the hospital?

"hey, what are you talking about?" Aim makes Tee to look at him, his heart break once more when he see how fragile Tee is right now. Aim wipes both of their tears.

"don't talk about death Tee. God gives us life for a beneficial reason. Don't waste it by thinking of dying" Aim pulls Tee tighter into his body. Tee is shivering and his body is hot, Tee is having a fever.