Invisible But Invincible

Prologue

(Do NOT steal my book neither its name. If you want to use some things of it, ask me first.)

Every day, questions come through my head about my body, if people will like my attitude, my personality...

I mean, look at me, how can people like me, how can people like THIS... I always look at the mirror, I don't even know why do I even bother; I start crying nonstop... I can't hold it. The pressure... The pressure of being a perfect someone.

My name is Jessica. I'm 16 years old and I've been cutting for 1 and almost a half year now, I am in a public school where I can't fit in... ANYWHERE. No one at my school likes me, they don't even talk to me, literally.

I sit alone at lunch, in class, I don't work in pairs with anyone, not even in P.E.

And you may be wondering... why?

Oh, why? Because I TRIED.

I tried talking to people, hanging out with them, going to parties...

But EVERY SINGLE TIME I did those things, I got pushed away.

After doing EVERYTHING to fit in, I got so sick of trying.

My hate started growing for everyone, even my family... They wouldn't even care if I was okay or not.

There's this guy I find attractive at school, he's in my class, he's funny, and talented. I don't talk to him, I bet he doesn't even know I exist, but I at least pay a little of attention when he speaks. A deep, attractive voice. His name is Luke, Luke Robert Hemmings. He's so gorgeous with his blond hair, his ocean blue eyes, his big, white smile and his black lip piercing, he seats with his friend Calum, they talk, A LOT, they're like best friends. I'll start school in a few days, I'm excited to see that beautiful face, even though I don't talk to him...

I WOULD talk to him but, I bet I will get rejected right away, I won't bother him and his life. I won't even try...