Circus → c.h

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//Faye//

Alone;

I didn't want to talk to the freaks, I don't want to talk to anyone.

My leg was sore, my head was aching, I could barely keep open my eyes; I was a mess.

I laid in the small uncomfortable bed sobbing and thinking of my future.

If I ever get out of this mess I was going to try and live my life in happiness; yea I would be a scarred mess but at least I would be able to see my friends, and family.

After a few minutes of being sad, I heard a knock on the door.

In the doorway stood Ashton.

He smiled and walked to my bed.

"Why were you crying? I uh I could hear you from outside. The walls are paper thin." he stated.

"I was just thinking." I shrugged.

"You know it's not that bad, being here with Calum. Yea he's an asshole but somewhere in him there's a heart. It's just gonna take a hell of a person to bring it out."

"No, Ashton he's cruel. And his heart is cold."

"Just give him a chance."

I looked down towards my hurt leg.

"Look what he done to me. How could I give him a chance?"

"I don't know Faye. Just play along with him, I don't want to see anymore wounds on you."

"Your sweet Ashton." I smiled the first real smile I had smiled in days.

"This is probably gonna sound weird, but can we talk, like get to know each other?" I asked.

"Sure." Ashton replied.

He laid by my side on the small bed, we talked about each other our family's; our pasts'.

I think it's sweet how he considered being kind to a person such as Calum. But I could never be kind to Calum not after what he done to me.

He scarred me both physically and mentally.

After a few minutes of taking to Ashton he drifted asleep, then I found my self dozing off as well.

...

I woke up in a strange room.

I still had a pounding head ache.

After a few minutes of looking around the room, I spotted a tall black figure.

"You can never sleep with a guy, not on my grounds." I recognized his dark Australian accent; Calum.

"I- we were just talking and I, I fell asleep."

"I don't care, we sleep alone here Faye. This isn't a fifth grade sleepover party."

"Sorry."

"Sorry isn't good enough." He laughed.

Then he flicked a light switch, and I wasn't in a mirror maze.

I was in a spinning room; well the room wasn't actually spinning but it felt like that.

I closed my eyes because my head was pounding. I tried to stand up but almost in an instant I was jerked back down by hand cuffs.

I opened up my eyes and there in front of me stood a clown.

Oh god not the clowns again.

He began to giggle; and jump around the room.

I sat there sobbing, and begging him to stop.

This continued for the next twenty minutes.

Until finally Calum decided I had, had enough.

He came over to me and lifted up my chin.

"Promise me you'll never fall asleep with Ashton again?"

I just nodded, i couldn't form words. I was shaking, trembling, just staring into space.

Calum unlocked the cuffs and helped me up.

After him hitting me back and forth countless times. He told me to follow him into his 'house' oh no.

We walked into the house, which was a bit bigger then the one michael, luke, and I shared.

"Tonight your staying with me." Calum spoke.

He threw me a packaged white tooth brush and a big t-shirt; I took that as a clue to brush my teeth and throw on the shirt.

I didn't want to disobey him, I was scared as hell.

I went into the restroom brushed my teeth, and changed into a black shirt, which said green day in green it had the members on the shirt as well. It also said punk's not dead on the bottom.

I hate the guy, but I'm digging his shirt.

I walked back into the 'bedroom' and laid in the bed beside Calum.

"Faye?"

"Yea?"

"Are you scared of me?"

"Why?"

"Answer my goddamn question!"

"No, no I'm not scared of you."

"W-what?" He stuttered.

"I'm scared of what you could do."

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Only a few more chapters left and it's going to get really weird lol.