Mixed Thoughts and Feelings

Am i worth

Dear lord, the Almighty, the omnipotent you who said your name is Jehovah
Am i worth it to be in  your house
In your tent where you reside?

I heard you do not get along with sins.
You do not like bad doings
A piece i heard but a lot i read from your holy book

Your rules i did not hear of them but i read them with my own soul n eyes
I understood them
I did repent
I cried for your mercy over me
Later i sinned against you
I felt i was not worth to be yours

Lord am i worth to be your son?_
I understand i am a sinner but you said you love me no matter what
You told me to come and confess my sins.

What will happen if i trespass agian?
Will there be another chance?
Until when?
Lord am i worth of your forgiveness
I want to be yours, you said your son my saviour, my king died for my sins

Lord i have trespassed against you a lot for a long time.
Yesterday i wronged you
The day before yesterday i again wrong you
Am i still worth to be yours

I want to repent of my sins.
Want to be yours until my king comes again
You showed me love when nobody else did
You gave me life though i trespassed
You gave me another day called today so that i may again come back to you

I know my sins and i will confess them leaving none
Its just that am i worthy to be in your house calling your name?
Calling out to you?
If I'm still worthy it, Lord, i really want to come