Baekhyun's p.o.v
Several weeks have passed and I'm finally able to do things alone without having Chanyeol hanging out of me telling me not to. To be honest he drove me crazy, I was lucky I was able to go to the bathroom alone. I shouldn't complain he was only looking out for me and being the best husband and now best father in the world. He would stay up hours into the night feeding our precious little bundle just so I could sleep before he went to work the next day. I felt so bad for him that I had to sit him down and tell him he needed sleep too just as much as I did. After days of telling him he needed to rest, he finally gave in and agreed with me when Sehun found him asleep on his office sofa. Now that our little bundle is sleeping a bit better in the night, we both take turns to feed him which I am so grateful for.
We haven't been romantic as in making love to each other since our bundle entered the world. I craved my husband so so much every night but instead we would kiss and cuddle and he would hold me all night but I know he misses sex just as much as I do. He was always afraid he would hurt me but he made sure he showed his love and affection in other ways like simply holding my hand when we went out, or kissing me off guard which I really love, I could be deep in conversation with him and he would just kiss me cause he said my lips looked good when I spoke. He would also leave me little post it notes around our home telling me cute little things like how beautiful I was and how much he thought of me during the day in work.
"Ok my world your bath is ready" Chanyeol leans over me on our sitting room sofa and gently kisses my cheek. He holds out his hand to help me up as I drool at him like I did from day one. There he is standing with just a pair of shorts on nothing else and a towel thrown over his shoulder. I am the luckiest guy in the world having this man as my husband. I pull his arm back and he turns to look at me. "Are you ok?" he looks at me with a puzzled look.
"Yeah" I move closer and kiss his lips softly with so much passion before pulling away. I look up at him as he still has his eyes closed and a smile on his face. "You tease" he picks me up giggling and carries me into our bathroom that is now covered in candles. "Wow chanyeol you didn't need to do this" he sets me down and turns off the tap before whooshing his hand in the water before wiping the bubble off his arm.
"Enjoy baby you deserve it" he kisses me again before leaving the room closing the door a little.
"Wait don't you want to join me?" I quickly ask him making him turn around as I begin to strip my clothes off sending them to the floor.
"I would love to my world but I think you should have this one alone to relax, you had a busy day today with hormonal Chen and also taking care of our little boy" he kisses me again before pushing me back into the bathroom and leaving. I leave the door open a bit in hopes if he walks past he might change his mind and wanna join me.
I step into the hot soapy water sending some bubble over the side. I lay back and let the water cover my body letting out a sign of relaxation. Closing my eyes and enjoy this moment of silence. No sooner have I got my eyes closed I hear our little one cry making me sit up in the bath.
"Don't you dare get out of the that bath I got him" I hear and see chanyeol run past the door to our bedroom. I can't help but smile as I hear him talk all cute to our baby. I lay back in the bath and listen as the house goes quiet again knowing chanyeol has settled him. As I lay in my bath I cant help but think maybe tonight I can make a move on my man and give him the much needed love we both crave for after such a long time. I scrub my body and wash my hair with the Shampoo stuff he say makes him wanna eat me. Once I'm all done I unplug the stopper of the bath and quickly rinse my body with the shower making sure to get rid of all the bubble and shampoo from my body.
I step out gently as not to slip and wrap one of the large towels around my waist that chanyeol left me earlier but he forgets it is way to big for me as it reaches the ground. I open the press and grab a smaller towel so I can maybe tease him when I go find where in the house he is. Once I'm ready I walk towards our room and see he isn't there, I walk down stairs still in my towel and there he is laying on the sofa asleep with our precious son laying on his chest. I move closer to them and see our sons little hand resting on the scar on Chanyeol's chest where he got shot. I sit on the table close to me and feel a tear fall down my face. My son is touching the scar I was so scared of before making my heart flutter with cuteness.
"Are you trying to catch a cold" Chanyeol turns to look at me with a smile on his face. While resting his large hands on Taehyung's little back. " I just came to see if you where both ok that's all" I help him as he gets up from the sofa kissing my forehead. "lets put this little one to bed and get you dressed before you catch a cold" he walked ahead of me making my smile fade. 'Did he not see me properly, does he not fancy me anymore' I pout and lower my head holding the band of my towel as I follow them up the stairs to our room.
He lays our son in his little bed covering him with a blanket as I grab some pj clothes and move towards our en-suite bathroom to change closing over the door behind me. I look at my self in the mirror and let out a heart broken sign. Maybe I'm not pretty enough anymore, maybe he doesn't fancy me or find me attractive.
I take a deep breath and slip on a big pj shirt with buttons down the front and a pair of shorts underneath. Opening the door to our bedroom I see chanyeol laying on the bed leaning his head against the headboard as he looks at me with a smile. I ignore him and put my towel in the laundry hamper and dim our bedroom light.
Turning to go to bed I bump into chanyeol standing right behind me with a big smile. "You scared me" I push his chest making him laugh softly. "What's wrong my world I can see something is eating at you?" he brushes my hair off my face while looking deep into my eyes with concern.
"Nothing is wrong " I lie as I move around him and head to our bed. Feeling his arm around my waist he quickly turns me around and guides me over the our full length mirror and stands behind me making me look in it. "What are you doing?" I turn my head to look at him as he turns it to look back in the mirror. " I want you to look at the beautiful most precious person in my life" he leans his head on my shoulder kissing my neck as he reaches his hands around and grabs my shirt opening the buttons from the top down.
"Chanyeol please don't" I grab his hand stopping them as he pushes them away. " Let me show you something" he unbuttons my top button. " I have seen you look in the mirror and get so down after it but I want to tell you, you are the most beautiful person in this universe and I am so honoured to be your husband and for you to be the mother of our son" he kisses my neck unbuttoning my buttons lower till the shirt is ready to be opened. Turning me to face him as I feel a lump in my throat start to form he leans in and kisses me before stepping back and sliding my shirt off my shoulders letting it fall down my arms to the floor.
I try cover my body with my hands as he get on his knees in front of me looking up at me. "Please don't hide you body from me my world" he moves my hands so they are by my side as he leans in and kisses my little tiny bump that is still visible after carrying our son. "Please Chanyeol" I plead with him to stop as I hate how my body now looks. "I'm not stopping my world, you are still beautiful to me even more so after giving us a son, you carried our baby in you for 7 months this body of yours gave life to our son so why would I not love it" he kisses my stomach more with quick kisses before kissing up my body more till he reaches my lips. " I thought you might have fallen out of love with me or hated my body" I say into the kiss as he pulls away.
"Don't be silly my world, how could I possibly fall out of love with you, I'm crazy about you, I just didn't want to hurt you, I wanted you to heal my world that's all, and wait till your ready" he cups my cheeks in his hands and kisses my lips before picking me up and laying me on our bed as he leans over me kissing me. "I'm ready chanyeol please make love to me" I pull away from the kiss looking into his eyes as he whispers back " I don't want to hurt you baby"
"Chanyeol you won't I trust you, make love to me please I've missed us " he doesn't need to be told twice as he burys his head into my neck kissing the spot that makes me go weak at the knees as I wrap my legs around his waist pulling him closer.
to be continued.......
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