imagines | d.t

leave [e.d]

you were bullied at school and hated everyone there. you had an attitude, not a nice one. you acted like people shoving, hitting and insulting you didn't affect you, but it did.

you had a friend though, ethan. ethan was your only friend. your bestfriend. he was the only person you would let your guard down with. he would see you cry and comfort you.

he had friends and was liked by a fair amount of people, he hated seeing people hurt you. he would get into fights because of that, as did you. he'd scold you for getting into so many fights and getting suspended so often.

you had gotten into a huge fight, and ended up getting suspended for two months. your parents were never around and didn't care about you. ethan on the other hand, cared and was angry when he found out what your enemy had done and said to you.

"aren't you sick and tired of feeling this way, being treated like absolute shit?" he questions me, angrily.

"i am ethan, can't you see!" i fight back.

he'd been lecturing me about getting in trouble for so long but this time it's about how i won't leave town and get away from all of this.

his hand goes up to his head and he lets out a frustrated breath, "don't you see how people treat you? you do, don't you!"

"of course i see, why do you think i get into fights." my hands cover my face and i exhale, annoyed.

"then leave y/n, why are you insisting on staying in this shitty town!"

"you're hurting too, so don't act like it's all about me!" i growl at him and he shakes his head at me in disbelief.

"i can't leave ethan, i can't leave so just get that through your thick skull!" i shout, putting my hands over my head and walking back.

"why not, it's fucking easy y/n!" he shouts back, moving a little towards me, making me walks backwards even more.

"no it's not! if it is then do it yourself!"
"don't fucking make this about me!" ethan growls, pointing a finger at me.

"then what is it about" i question him with anger.

"it's about how you're letting people destroy you y/n, you're letting them abuse you and you're not helping yourself!" he quickly shoots back, pausing for breath.

"you won't leave because you'd rather stay here and get ripped apart into pieces? because if that's the point then you're a fucking idiot!"

ethan looks me in my eyes, walking a bit closer, then turning around. "fucking hell." he mumbles under his breath.

"y/n, tell me any damn reason why you won't leave." ethan mutters with a sharp voice.

"because i can't leave you ethan, i'm fucking in love with you! stop being so fucking oblivious!" i admit, throwing my hands in the air.

"for fucks sake y/n!" he yells turning around and putting his hands on his head.

"what?" i yell back, backing up against the wall when he grunted angrily

he turns around almost instantly and moves closer to me, trapping me on the wall and banging his fist against the wall.

"can't you see how fucking in love with you i am!" ethan growls in a deep and low voice. his eyes pierced into mine full of too many emotions.

our chests heave up and down with anger, the space between our faces almost invisible.

"you cant expect me to drop everything and leave!" i mutter angrily at him while trying to push him away from me but he doesn't budge.

"you're so fucking stupid to let yourself stay here and get hurt you know that?"

my fist connects with his chest, ethan looking unfazed, as tears of anger threaten to fall from my eyes.

my voice cracks, "i won't leave, okay."

his hands catch my wrists and pins them above me with one hand as i try to control my breathing, trying not to let the tears spill.

he leans in and his eyes stare into mine, a few tears leaving my eyes while i didn't notice.

ethan lets a hand go up to my cheek and wipe my tears, keeping eye contact.

he moves his face closer to mine so i can feel his breath fanning my face and pushes his lips against mine.

i immediately kiss back with passion, the anger dissolving into thin air. his hand cups my cheek, his other hand gripping my waist, pulling my body closer to his.

our lips part as we pull away with a pop sound, eyes re-opening to see different emotions in his eyes.

"i don't like to see you get hurt, y/n." ethan whispers with a quiet voice. the room falls silent and the only thing i can focus on is his eyes.

slowly, i pull my hands away from his hand that was pinning them above me. he stares at me intently before my hands grip his face and i stand on my tiptoes, smashing my lips against his.

he quickly kisses back without hesitation, pressing his body against mine and pulling me closer.

i pull away to breath and slide my hands to the back of his neck. "i'm okay." i whisper reassuringly against his lips.