𝕽𝖊𝖘𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖓𝖙 [P.JMxReader] ✔

°•°In need°•°

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Stay.
I need you more than you think

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°•°Jimin P.O.V.°•°

He had no idea what he was doing. His consciousness was long gone, when he locked (Y/N) in his embrace and started placing kisses all over her delicate, long neck. Girl was resisting and pleading him to stop, but Jimin didn't care. He already knew where he was going.

He enjoyed sucking on the sensitive skin of (Y/N)'s neck and leaving small marks and hickeys all over it, marking her as his.

He was so into that, he didn't even notice how her shoulders started shrugging. He realized that something was wrong, when he slid his fingers under her shirt. Then a small tear fell on Jimin's hand.

Suddenly, he was sober again. One single tear droplet was all he needed to get back to reality. He backed away, leaving trembling (Y/N) next to the wall.

When he lifted his gaze, he met (Y/N) he has never seen before. She was crying. Everything, every single detail about her pleaded him to stop: her trembling cherry-coloured bottom lip, her shivering eyelashes, that were enveloping her big, round, teary eyes, her wabbling body and even her silent sobs.

Jimin was struck by the sudden wave of emotions in his chest. What was that feeling? Perhaps, guilt, disappointment in himself, disgust at his actions, regret, sorrowness and every other negative feeling put together?

He realized what he was trying to do to that girl... That beautiful angel, that drives him crazy with her scent... He was trying to hurt that precious snowflake, he was trying to... rape her.

He couldn't watch the girl sliding down the wall, crying her round eyes out. That made Jimin feel physical pain in his chest. How could he do this to her, how could he tell those things about her?!

Jimin spoke up, trying to keep his voice still and not to stutter, but he couldn't help, but faintly speak "I-I'm so sorry... I-I don't kno-ow wha-at happened to m-me, (Y/N). I am really so-"

"You're right." A girl started to speak with trembling voice. "I am cold. But do you know why?" She lifted her pain filled gaze to the Jimin, making his heart break into thousand peaces. "I am cold because of people like you, who are trying to take an advantage of me in every way possible."

Jimin started gasping on the air, trying to say something logical, but he realized that there's no logical explanation for what he was trying to do, so he gave up on trying to protect himself. He really tried to take advatage of (Y/N). "(Y/N), I am sorry" was all he could mutter.

But the words that followed Jimin's, made Jimin hate himself even more than he already did.

"You're so fucking full of yourself, like you own everyone, like everyone has to obey your orders, act like you wish, dress like you wish, talk like you wish... Just because you've been an idol long time ago? Just because you have a pretty face? Why?" She clenched her fists, tears sliding down her cheeks. "You think you are entitled to touch anyone you want?!"

Jimin flinched at girl's tone. She started rubbing her beautiful neck over and over again, trying to rub off all hickeys and marks that now were on her neck. Jimin didn't know what to do. He couldn't do anything! He felt so helpless.

"(Y/N), please..." he kneeled down to (Y/N), trying to take her hands in his, but she just jerked them off, disgusted at his touch, sobbing even more.

(Y/N) looked deep in Jimin's eyes, hatred shining through hers. "I HATE YOU, PARK JIMIN!" She screamed in his face.

Jimin looked at (Y/N) for a while, trying to consume what he just heard. When it hit him, he couldn't hold it back. He wished he didn't care, but... He cared. He cared so damn much, he couldn't take the way his name sounded mixed with that disgusted tone of hers...