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another rainy morning;
the unclear view from the window that was splattered with droplets of rain. looking at my own reflection on the mirror, i fixed my hair yet again. i could hear my own heart beat drumming so loud.
the time was 6:35 a.m.
i still had 10 minutes to walk up to the station and catch a train for my work.
i took my keys from the drawer and left the apartment with an umbrella in my right hand. everything was going well until my eyes landed on the same guy at the bus stop.
he was there,as ususal unfazed yet so ethereal in every way possible.
"juhyun stop it bitch!"i mumbled to myself.
lyn was right. i'm hopeless.
it's as if nowhere instead of crossing the road and walking to the station, my feet were dragging me towards him. i inhaled and exhaled the fresh air mustering the courage for the stupid thing i was going to do the next moment.
i went and stood beside him with an awkward smile as if i was waiting for the bus.
somebody should have knock some senses in my 23 year old brain.
i didn't bother on speaking a single word to him.
time was trickling slowly.
6:44 a.m.
i had 60 seconds.
all I could do was tightening the grip on my umbrella. the cheeks getting hotter with the each second. as the seconds were passing, i finally inhaled and was just to speak when the bus arrived.
he slowly stood up from the seat with other people.
i started to mentally curse at myself but it soon came to an end when I saw what happened next.
for a moment, i felt as if someone injected something in my chest creating a foreign pain.
i saw him taking out his white cane from the side of his jacket before walking inside the bus.
