you again | nct doyoung & jaehyun

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y/n pov

we were now in my couch lying down. my couch is pretty big,like a sofa bed. our heads were beside each other while our feet were at the opposite ends of the couch. (a/n: i don't know if you understand it's hard cause english isn't my native language but y/n's legs are on one side of the couch and doyoung's is on the other end)

"oppa."

"hmm?" he hummed his response.

"you've had a girlfriend before right?" i asked.

"yeah. just once." he said while looking up at the ceiling.

"do you still think about her?"

"no. but we're good friends. i didn't have a tragic break up like you did." he said.

"michin seki." i mumbled which doyoung heard cause he suddenly turned his head on it's side to face me but i just kept looking up.

"i agree." he said then chuckled.

"why?you don't know him yet." i chuckled too then looked at him.

"for letting you go. he's crazy." he said then looked back up the ceiling.

i just kept looking at him. i hope he doesn't hear my heartbeat increasing. i'm fighting the urge,with my entire being,to kiss his cheek.

"is it okay if i crash here?" he said while closing his eyes.

"you don't have to ask." i said. "you have a few spare clothes in my closet,i washed them since you keep forgetting them here."

"mmhmm." he said with his eyes closed. i guess he's pretty tired. he suddenly put his hand up. he does this from time to time when he feels like something is bothering me. i held it,our hands in between our heads.

i wonder if he ever found me attractive at all or if he knows that i always look for his hand when i'm stressed at work. i'm not sure of what i feel towards him,i like him...but i'm still afraid to love again which is why i settled for this bestfriend/coworker relationship thing.

when i heard soft snores from doyoung i pull out my phone again with my other hand and reread the texts jaehyun sent.

xxxxxxxxxxx
i miss yu y/n

i stll thk bout you

ive changd i prmsi

i regrt rvything

please come back to m

i lov you

i love you

ilove yu

it's stli yu

it's only yu

iknwo i scrwd up ples i've changd nw

laskkshdbs

1 missed call

can yoii reply just onc?

uyr stil th best thng tht vr happend t me

i just realy wan my baby back

no on cmpars to you

baby

mylvoe

i swar ill traat yo rght ths tme

i sighed and put my phone down and looked back at a sleeping doyoung. watching him sleep also made me sleepy so after a while i also drifted off to dreamland with my hand still in his.

doyoung pov

i opened one eye to check if she's already asleep when i heard her snoring then relaxed a little then stared at her . tbh she snores really loudly but i find it adorable.

y/n,do you know that i'm inlove with you?do you still really not know that i'm going crazy over you? i don't know if i should make a move already,it hurts me to say but sometimes i feel like you still love your ex that's why i'm afraid to do something.

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i won't update for a while so many readers can read up until here. please leave comments of what you think of doyoung and jaehyun. right now most of you may probably leaning towards team doyoung but i'll make it harder for you guys in the future.