For Kyanna_Malek
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"Wait Ruby clam down I'm not here to hurt you" Latrelle said as he walked in to Ruby's room
"How do I know that you shot me before you can shot me now" Ruby said he didn't know what to do if he died in his room.
"Look I'll put my gun down I only brought it just in case one of the Santos pulled up on me" Latrelle put his gun on Ruby's bed and backed away
"What do you want? Why are you even here?"
"I came to apologize"
"Apologize....you killed the love of my life...you got a fucking tattoo" Ruby spoke softly. Latrelle shook his head and touched his tattoo on his face
"I know and I'm sorry for that but I had to get it"
"You have no idea how much I hate you right now...."
"I'm sorry it was my fault.... I was trying to shot...you know what that's not important I never meant to shot you or what ever her name is"
"Olivia"
"Yeah but Cesar left me no choose it was either me or him" Ruby sighed as he tried to hide his shaking hands
"You know I thought you actually left town and now I wish you actually left town" he said trying not to start crying again
"Yeah but again I had no Choice Ruby"
"Can you just get out of my room" Ruby told Latrelle trying not to make eye contact. Latrelle sighed as he looked down and sat down on Ruby's bed.
"I'm really sorry Ruby. You wouldn't understand but it's part of the life"
"Sorry isn't going to change anything"
"I know. I felt like shit when I found out you got shot"
"Why would you care it's not like you cared about the rest of the people there"
"and i didn't I only cared about you"
"Why? You shot me any ways"
"Yeah and like I said that wasn't meant for you...You could have died" Ruby nodded and looked at him
"And I wish I did. I can't go back to being my old self after this after losing Olivia...after everything"
"You don't mean that. I know your hurting man but you were the only friend I have..had and I'm so fucking sorry you have no idea. If I could go. back"
"Don't I know your sorry but that still isn't going to change anything you've actually done"
Latrelle looked down he didn't know exactly what else to say. He knew Ruby was never going to fully trust him or even like him anymore but he knew he could try and that all he could really do.
"Do you remember that time we accidentally Kissed?" latrelle said trying to make Ruby at least smile
"Of course I do. The guys havent let that go since" Ruby smiled and wiped his tears. He looked over at Latrelle he could see what he was doing, he wasn't stupid, He was also never going to forgive Latrelle for this but he did appreciated how he cared.
"I'm surprise you're now gay I mean look at me" Ruby chuckled
"Stop I can see what your doing and it's not working"
"What I'm just trying to know if your in to me or not"
"I don't want to discuss my sexuality with you"
"You don't need to I already know" Latrelle winked.
"Get out my parents are almost back...and please don't try to come back I'm not sure I ever want to see again...I wouldn't forgive you but ... I appreciate the apology"
Latrelle sighed but nodded
"I understand. And don't worry your not going to see me again just a one time thing to get things clean" Latrelle stepped out the door before looking around making sure he wouldn't get spotted by one of the Santos
"And Latrelle that kiss wasn't half Bad" Ruby said before shutting the door.
