That time I met you Andy

21

Raven

The last two days of tour went by too fast it was a blur to me

Right now we are on a flight back to LA and my anxiety is there but not bad to where it's suffocating me

The guys love telling me that as soon as I walk through the doors of the BVB house, I'm officially living there. Somedays I'll be alone and somedays they are there for a while. It's like living alone but have roommates that don't live there

We have 20 minutes till we land and I just want to go home, lie down in my bed and sleep, get a good shower in the morning and back to bed, but my body doesn't work like that

I decided to just close my eyes and just continue listenting to my music

I felt myself drift off to sleep, but I was aware of my surroundings. I could talk to someone if they talked to me, but it would sound weird

My head rested against the window and my breathing became slow and even

Andy

Raven fell asleep on my shoulder

I didn't move her and I don't want to bother her, she looks peaceful

Rob said she doesn't sleep much, so I'm not gonna wake her up from 20 minutes of extra sleep from the hour she got

I moved the arm rest so she could lean more comfortably on me and not have it digging into her

She stirred but relaxed against me again

I didn't know what to do, so I just watched a random batman movie to pass the time

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Raven

I woke up as we were landing. I fell asleep on Andy, on accident

I quickly got off of him and apologized to him

Landing is always bad for me, I can feel the plane hit the ground with it's wheels. I always think we land wrong

Everyone was quiet as we left the airport and the drive home was even quieter. I couldn't tell if it was painfully quiet and awkward or just a nice quiet

I didn't bother going back to sleep since we didn't live THAT far and I'm wide awake now

I still feel weird for falling asleep on Andy. I thought I was on the window?

I was snapped out of my thoughts when we arrived back at the band house, my new home

It feels weird calling it that. I've never lived with so many people at once. It's been a while since I've lived with anyone

I grabbed my bag, my suitcase, my phone and walked up the driveway and into the house

I walked up the stairs and headed to "my room"

I didn't feel like it was mine, it felt like I'm borrowing it from them

The room was just a bit different, my bed was there now. Rob must of had it moved while we were on tour

The room was pretty big, but not too big

I looked around the room to see what I could do with the space

I grabbed a piece of paper and started sketching the room and what I wanted it to look like

I thought it through, picked out some simple things that bring me joy and will help me stay sane

Do I wanna bug CC to go to IKEA with me, or do I just go myself?

Can't hurt to ask him. I just hope he isn't busy or sleeping