Lets Just Hope

Chapter 21 Fights and Addyson

☆Jenna's POV☆

Ava was acting strange.She wasn't eating."She's going through depression Jenna.You have to help her."Joey said."I know."I said.I knew it was true but I didn't want to believe it."Shouldn't you help her instead?"I asked."She likes me more because she's a daddy girl but that doesn't mean you can just tell me to do everything that involves her.You have to be there for her sometimes."He said."Well it would help if she didn't always ask me to get you!And I don't know how she loves you because you left almost all the time!"I said."Well i'm sorry but I wasn't the one who is a bitch at times!"He yelled."Yeah but i'm not the asshole that gets mad then leaves instead of trying to talk out the problem!"I yelled."And on top of all that this all started because we had to get married."I said."You know I could've left you a long time ago but you get lucky all the time."He said."Hey how about your parents die and you can only count on your siblings who are dealing with their own fucking problems and could care less about yours because it's been going on for fifteen years now!"I yelled."I would love to know what happened to the girl I fell in love with."He said and went and sat on the couch."You fucked her up that's what happened Joesph."I said and went upstairs and into Ava's room."Hey."I said."Hey."She said.I sat on her bed."Please Ava...don't go down the road I went when I was your age.Just please."I said."I'll try."She said."When did you get a tattoo on your wrist that says dad's name on it?"She asked."Oh a couple years ago."I said."Look Ava I can't predict what may happen between your dad and I but you are loved just know that.Sometimes shit may come out of our mouths but most of the time we don't mean it.Alright?"I said."Alright.Isn't Addyson due in three weeks?"She asked and I nodded.I got up and there was a pain in my stomach.Really a good time is now?"Dad!"Ava yelled and he came upstairs."This really isn't surprising."He said and helped me downstairs."I know."I said as he helped me in the car.

*Ava's POV Couple hours later*

"Addyson Olivia."Mom said as she held the eighth Graceffa.God I hope this is the last one but you never know.

*A month later*

Mom was gone another night."I wish you had a better life Ava."Dad said."You say that all the time."I said."Because I wish it was true."He said."Do I remind you of mom?"I asked."You remind me of the old version of your mom.When she was an angel.Ava I don't know what has changed your mom but it may have been your brother's death.I can never be sure."He said and I knew he wanted just to run away from this and he wanted to take me with him."Everyone at first is good.Then god decides how they want a person to become and it may not be the best thing at the time but as long as we hope god maybe fix her."I said."I really feel that this is my fault."He sighed."It's not your fault for being madly in love with someone."I said."You are like your mom.Always is wise.Maybe it's because she's broken down and learned some things.Ava this is what i've found out about love,it's always going to be a game.Sometimes you don't know how to play it,sometimes you do.But no one can finish the game sometimes.That's what your mom's and my relationship is like."He said.I kissed him.He hasn't felt love like this in a while so I was giving it to him until mom can get her shit figured out.He kissed back.Probably one of my wrost ideas.I hated this but he seemed to love it.He could've thought I was mom because my face looks identical to hers a little bit.We pulled apart."I-I'm sorry Ava."He said."Hey it was my fucked up idea anyway."I said."Hey don't think you need to do that to make me happy."He said.He's a fucking mind reader!"Holy fuck."I mumbled."Why has everything changed?"I asked."I don't know."He said.Mom came in.She was....not drunk."I'm tired and i'm going to bed.Night guys."She said."Could you-"I tried to ask."Of course."He said.We went in my room and got into bed.I snuggled up aginst his chest."I love you daddy."I said."I love you baby girl."He said and kissed my forehead.I fell asleep.

*Joey's POV*

"Joey."Jenna whispered."What?"I asked."We need to talk."She said and we went downstairs."Do you want to get divorced?"She asked."No.Do you?"I asked."Joey I think it may be for the best."She said."Jenna please! I don't want to lose you! I would lose my mind without you!"I said."Joey you have to be kidding."She said."I know I promised forever and I'm trying to make it that way but you have to stay with me so that can happen."I said."You have to be insane."She said and I kissed her."I love you Jenna."I said."I love you too Joey but...I can't."She said and ran upsatirs.I followed her."What do you mean?"I asked."I mean i'm leaving."

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OMG sorry the chapter is short and do you guys think i should make another story?Well luv ya goodbye!

~Jenna

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