a girl called Jenny and her fav rapper are dating, sounds like a dream come true right? but things aren't always what they seem
warning! if you're sensitive with shit like selfharm, abuse, rape etc, don't read
i woke up feeling light headed, my head hurting so badly, I look beside me to see Danny sleeping peacefully, i looked at the alarm clock, it read 5am, damn i'm up early, i sat up and hissed at the pain in my inner thigh, i know that feeling.. i don't remember cutting.. i look under the covers confused, i'm only in my underwear and Danny's shirt he must have undressed me so it was easy for me to check, my eyes widen as i seen it.. 69.. i frown as i tough it.. i look at Danny and it hits me
he cut me..
just then it all hit me what happened..
flashback
"danny please stop, you're scaring me" i begged as i cry some more, i've never been this scared of him before.. "you should of thought about that before you started hugging niggas making me look stoopid!" he raised his voice as he brought the knife to my face making me grab his wrist with my free hand only for him to headbutt me making me let go of his wrist
"stop!" i cry now in pain
i knee him in the dick harder this time making him drop the knife and fall to the floor "AHH FUCKING BITCH!" i ran past him only for him to grab my legs making me fall luckly i used my hands to stop me from hitting my face
i got back up and ran, almost out of the kitchen but he grabbed me from behind with the knife in his hand making me scream "LET ME GO" he threw me down on the floor making me crawl away only for him grab me by the legs and turn me around and get on top of me with the knife in his hand
"STOP!" i yell "DANNY P-PLEASE! I LOVE YOU I WOULDN'T CHEAT!" i beg and scream
all of a sudden he raised his fist and punched me across the face, so hard i thought i gone deaf, i started to feel dizzy
"where should i cut you?" he asks but it sounded like it came from a distance "here?" he moves the knife up and down my cheek making me cry and move my face away "stop.." i said quietly as i closed my eyes tightly an bit my lip trying not to cry anymore
"or here?" he lifts my shirt up and moves the knife up and down on my tummy
"or here?" he started cutting my jeans off "please s-stop.." i said quietly as i started to lose consciousness
"yeah here's good" i started to feel a pain in my thigh "AHH!" i scream then everything went black
flashback over
i started to cry as i brought my knees to my chest and cried.. i love danny but does he love me?.. he keeps hurting me..
he doesn't love you..
he loves to hurt you
you're nothing that's why he hurts you
leave him
leave him
leave him
i grabbed my hair as i cry harder, i look over at danny again and he's still sleeping, i don't want to leave him but i should.. even if it's for a few days.. i got out of bed quietly being careful not to wake him up and went to the closet to grab my red tracksuit then i walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth as i got to the sink i looked in the mirror and couldn't believe what i seen
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