a girl called Jenny and her fav rapper are dating, sounds like a dream come true right? but things aren't always what they seem
warning! if you're sensitive with shit like selfharm, abuse, rape etc, don't read
i was thinking weather or not i should post my new song but i don't want people to think it's about danny, i mean it is about danny but i don't want them to think that.. i don't want him to get hate.. he gets enough of that shit
"X i don't know if i should post my new song" i sigh as i rest my head on his shoulder
"i think you should, that song could help a lot of bit- females that have been in your situation" he pus his arm around my shoulder and rubs my upper arm
"that's true, i just dont want danny to get more hate than he already does" i lift my head up to look at him, he looks at me "fuck him" he quickly kisses my cheek before standing up and walking into the kitchen "i think you should do whatever feels right!" he yells from the kitchen, he's always touchy and kisses my forehead or cheek not on some funny shit tho, so this isn't new to me, i mean i still fangirl inside but still
i look over the back on the sofa as i hear him walk back into the living room
he comes back in with a water bottle and smiles at me "you gonna be okay here? i need to head out, ski needs help with some shit" i nod my head yes "you can invite one of yo friends over if you want, i don't want you to be alone with your thoughts" he says as he walks closer to me still around the back of the sofa and kisses my forehead before heading out, he's so thoughtful
i grab my phone and loud instagram and the first thing i see is Tekashi69 have posted a preview of the song he wrote for me, he's so fine.. i miss him, i watch a little bit of the video and cry a little.. not listening to what he sings bc i'm crying, it's crazy bc he doesn't act like the kinda guy to beat his girlfriend.. i turn the video off and just read what he wrote instead
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@Tekashi69 :Front line, back line, side to side
You want it? You can get it, we can do this all night We can do this, Rosa (Rosa)- who the fuck is rosa? i thought to myself as i read some more
don't tell your mani (Mani) You know I Gotti (Gotti), with the Mulignane (Mulignane) I'm on yo' body (Body), don't tell nobody (Body) Bitch, don't be cocky (Cocky), I'm on yo' body (Body) I got this Henny in my cup (Cup), I just wanna make love (Love) Don't tell your boyfriend (Nah), he don't know nothing. @lilrosa you the best baby ;)
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tears started falling down my face.. he said he wrote that song for me.. was he cheating on me? did he never love me? I stayed around and put up with him beating me and for what? For him just to cheat on me? so many thoughts were going through my head, i'm never good enough.. i thought he loved me but who the fuck beats somebody they love? "UGHHHH" i slam my phone on the coffee table, i start pulling at my hair, i'm so dumb.. i storm into the kitchen and pour myself a shot of henny then another then another, it started to numb the pain a little, i go back into the living room and grab my phone and post my song, fuck him
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@jennysninnies : "I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down, Cover up with make up in the mirror Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again You cry alone and then he swears he loves you, Do you feel like a man When you push her around? Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's got to end As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found" my new song out, i hope ya'll like it, link in bio
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that felt good posting that, hopefully it does help others like X said, now ima text Pump
Dr pump:
hey pump, can i come over? 17:20pm
ay shawty, yeah you can come over, everything ight? 17:20pm
damn that was fast i thought to myself
yeah i just wanted to see you 17:21pm
ight, esssskkkkeeeetttttit! 17:21pm
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i smile at his message
i should text X so he doesn't worry about me
my fav person on earth:
hey X, just letting you know ima go to pumps house for a bit, don't wait up, i love you xoxox 17:25pm
ight, be safe, i love you too xoxo 17:26pm
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i smile at his text, he's such a caring person, i would have never thought i'd be here with him, he makes this easy in a way, just knowing he cares about me helps
i call an uber then i put my phone in my pocket and walk outside making sure to lock the door behind me, as soon as i stepped outside the cool wind hit me making me feel tipsy, i wait outside the gate for the uber
a few minutes later
i was at pumps house, i get out of the uber and pay him then i get my phone out of my pocket and text pump to tell him i'm here
Dr pump:
i'm here 17:37pm
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the gates open and i walk in, i see pump standing on his porch with his dog in his arms, he puts his dog down when he sees me, the dog runs into the house "AYYY JENJEN IS HERE" he yells as he cheers making me laugh as i wave at him, i made it to his porch and he pulls me into a quick hug then he pulls away and smiles at me then we walk into his house, he locks the door behind him then pulls me into another hug, i wrap my arms around his neck as he hides his face into my neck "you ight?" he mumbles against my neck "i-i'm fine" i pull away from him and smile "you want anything to drink" he asks as he walks into the kitchen me following behind, fuck it why not? "some lean would be great" i say "ight esssskkkkeeeeettttit!" he yells
a few hours later
we are listening to music in the living room, we are drinking and smoking blunts, i am drunk asf, i needed this "a-ay you wanna know something jenny?" Pump slurs as he puts his arm around my shoulder "sure" i turn my head to look at him to see him already looking at me "i-i kinda have a crush on you" he says, "pump how many drinks have you had? you clearly don't know what you're saying" i giggle, he pulls away from me and moves his body towards me so he's completely facing me and stares at me "i'm deadass" he says then he touchs my cheek and rubs his thumb on my cheek
"you're so cute babygirl" he says as he licks his lips, i smile at his kindness as i reach up to his hand that is on my cheek "and so fine" he smirks, at this moment i wanted revenge on Danny, he's hurt me so many times and now he's fucking with some bitch called rosa but at the same time i felt numb to everything, i let the alcohol take over so i move my body towards pumps and i did something i never thought i'd do..
i kissed pump
please vote <3 don't worry, jenny and Tekashi will see each other again, will they work it out or nah? will things be weird with jenny and pump now? hmm
