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Y/n's POV
00:43 am
"I'm sorry I had to end this." I slowly closed my eyes and fell over the rooftop...
~30 minutes earlier~
I opened my camera and placed it on the ground filming myself. I sat on the edge of the rooftop and swung my feet back and forth thinking about how my life was going to have a tragic end.
I've been depressed since I broke up with him almost two years ago. When I saw him again I felt like we still had a chance together but he just wanted to play with my heart.
He told me that I didn't appreciate what we had and that I told him he wasn't enough. He knew it was a lie. I don't know what has gotten him lately. He's been acting like a dick.
I just stood there and looked at the New York City lights. It was so beautiful. At least I'd leave life in a gorgeous place.
I turned my head around to the camera and cried hoping that something would stop me.
"You know this is useless. We both love each other baby. We just won't stop playing games. Everyone left me. You, my parents, the boyfriend I didn't love, my friends that forgot my existence, our child. We were pregnant Pete. I got pregnant that night at the hotel room. Our child was the only thing that kept me going. I lost it. Before he passed away the doctors told me it was a boy. They told me the reason he couldn't make it but I didn't hear a word. I was to busy thinking about what i just lost. We could've had a whole family now. But we don't. I was planning on telling you but you told chad that I cheated on him and he left me. I was really mad at you so I said nothing. I wanted to make sure you loved me and that you wouldn't leave if you found out we were having a child. Call everyone and tell them I love them and that I'll really miss them. Words can't explain the feelings I have for you. You showed me love is endless you told me I'm all that matters. I thought we were going to be together forever. I thought we would have kids and that we would be together until the end of the line. I will meet you on the other side baby. We will be together in heaven if you won't forget me. You will always be the one I love and you will have a special place in my blue heart. I can't think of you being with someone else but I can't stop you from being happy. I want you to live your life without me blocking it. Please don't forget me. I want you to do me a favor. I want you to love someone who loves you as much as I did. I want you to have kids and be happy and safe. I want you to never let your feelings control you. They might ruin you. For a moment you made me believe that you don't love me. I can't breathe without thinking about what I've ruined. This is my fault. I love you Pete. It's time for me to go. I'm not sure if I'll go to heaven after what I did. I will be your guardian angel to make up everything I've done to
you. I know you won't save me now but I'll go to heaven just to pray for you. Three bullets on your stomach are a lot to handle. I just found out about your incident today. You took those bullets for me baby. You were there at that cafeteria. You were the guy with the black clothes and the red hat. You saved my life and now I'm ending it. I know this will be the worst thing you'll learn when you will wake up at that cold hospital bed. I'll come visit you in your dreams and we will talk about your day. I'm just telling you that when you fall in love with someone else I will fade away completely. Don't worry about me. You will make me happy. I am proud of you for being the man you are now. People need you Spider-Man....."
Peter's POV
00:48 am
My spidey senses went off and I felt something wet on my cheeks. I woke up and realized I has been crying when I was asleep. It alarmed me that someone was in danger. I knew it wasn't me.
It was Y/n. "Karen-" "Sir your up." "Where is Y/n?" I asked Karen ignoring the doctors in front of me. "*address* in the rooftop" my eyes shot wide and I wiped my tears away.
I tried to stand up but the doctors held me down. "Sir you have to sit down. We have not completed the surgery yet." I threw everything on the floor and started running away.
I looked back and saw a huge pile of blood spilled on the ground. I groaned in pain and wore my web shooters. I broke a window and started swinging as the cold breeze hit my bare flesh. I got to that address and saw Y/n in tears talking to a camera.
(After Y/n's speech)
00:59 am
"I'm sorry baby. I love you more than you could ever imagine. Promise me that you will never forget me."
"I promise." I whispered and wiped my tears away knowing that I was going to pass out any minute now.
"I'm sorry I had to end this." She cried and jumped off the rooftop.
I caught her in my webs and hugged her "Did you ever think I'd let you you die?" I asked her and kissed her not feeling my back anymore. At least I saved her.
"You are stupid you know that? So stupid. You are so stupid." I cupped her face and kissed her constantly.
"I love you too." I said and kissed her. She cried even louder and slowly touched my bare chest.
"You should be on your surgery." She whispered. "I couldn't let you die. I'll have to make a sacrifice to save your life."
My stomach was burning form the loss of blood. "I want to let you know that I-" I closed my eyes and hugged her with all the force I had left. Words couldn't form out of my mouth. "-will never forget you no matter what happens." I weakly opened my eyes just to see her one last time.
She kissed my blue lips one last time not wanting this moment to end. I hardly had any force to keep my eyes open.
"No. Stay here with me." She cried and gave me a warm kiss on my purple breezing lips. She wiped her tears away as I said
"I don't wanna go."
"You are not going anywhere without me."
I saw a insanely bright light flashing in front of me. In split seconds I saw my whole life playing like a movie in front of my eyes.
I saw Uncle Ben die, I saw my parents leaving me, I saw myself getting bit by that radioactive spider, I saw Tony recruiting me for the fight with Captain America, I saw my old school and the people in it bullying me, I saw the first time I met Y/n. The way she smiled. I saw May passing away on the hospital bed in front of my eyes. I saw myself holding Y/n's hand. I saw our child passing away even though I wasn't there.
I saw Y/n loudly screaming and crying on top of me. She checked my heart beat but never felt it. "PETER NO!!"
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Just for info.... no one knows Peter is spidey.
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-Alison💞
