Y/n's POV
06:47 pm
I went over our old apartment today hoping that no one rented it. I was in complete shock with what I saw. It was just like last time i saw it. My promise ring was gone through. My note was still there as if he never touched it.
The blanket was sitting on the couch and I saw his midtown sweater on the ground in the exact same position I left it in.
His coffee cup on the table next to my ring. I noticed a letter underneath the cup and took it in my hand. I slowly opened it and didn't believe what I saw.
I will never come back until you do
17/08/24
The letter was written one year ago. Exactly one year ago. I started sobbing and wrote down
I never left
I put the letter back under the cup and took his sweater with me. I wore his sweater that surprisingly still smelled like him. I wondered if he got a new cologne. I decided to make another attempt to see him.
I went over at the tower and wore my leather jacket and my famous black glasses trying to cover the sweater up. I got inside the tower and saw everyone panicking.
"He's coming." I heard someone yell behind me. Everyone got ready and acted like they were working. I rolled my eyes and asked the girl next to me.
"Who is coming?" She looked up in shock and said "The boss is coming downstairs." She fixed her hair and told me to come with her.
I didn't follow her and just stood in the corner of the huge room. The elevator door opened and Peter and two of his bodyguards came out.
He ran his hand through his hair and looked around. Everyone acted like they didn't see him because they were working so hard. "Mrs. Black come here." The secretary whispered. Peter turned around quickly and saw me.
His face was really tense for a moment but soon enough I saw the softness of it.
"Get her out of here." I heard him say to his bodyguard.
This wasn't the Peter I fell in love with. This was a cold calculating version of him. His bodyguard nodded and came close to me and he kicked me out without a word.
I saw the pain in Peter's eyes when his bodyguard kicked me out but he didn't stop him.
I just stood there in the cold afternoon and cried. I was going to leave but Peter's assistant called me "Mrs. Black. Boss wants to see you." She yelled. I turned my head to her and nodded no.
"Tell him that I miss him." I mumbled under my breath and left.
Daniela's POV
07:25 pm
They were definitely together at some point. I went inside Mr. Parker's Office scared because I didn't bring Mrs. Black with me. He seemed furious and asked "Where is she?"
"She left. She gave me a message though. She told me to remind you that she missed you Sir. May I ask what's happening?" I asked nervously hoping to not get him angry "I don't need to tell you anything." He crossed his arms and stared at me.
He had never shared anything personal to us. He barely showed any emotion. Everyone was scared of him. Every girl in this tower tried to hit up on him but he always turned them down in a harsh way.
Now I was sure why. He was in mad love with someone else.
No one ever thought he even had feelings in him but turns out he is like this only because of a stupid girl. She waisted his time.
He could've been with me or any other girl but he chose her. I never liked Y/n at all but I had to be nice to her because Mr. Parker ordered me to. "I said too much." He murmured "I shouldn't have asked sir." I said and made my way up to his door.
"Will that be all Mr. Parker?" "No. I want you to call her and tell her to come here now." He turned his gaze to the windows as I left the room.
Peter's POV
08:37 pm
I desperately stared at the clock hoping to see Y/n. She never came. Perhaps Daniela didn't call her at all. Millions of questions were running through my head until I got a phone call.
I looked over at my phone desperately and saw "Babygirl💔💍" was written on it.
I got excited and answered my phone "Y/n?" I asked hoping to hear her voice. "Sir it's me." Daniela's voice came through my ears "What?" I asked not caring about anything at that point.
"My boyfriend got into a car accident yesterday on Im on my way to Brooklyn. I have to take this week off and see him." She cried. "I understand. You can have a week off."
"Thank you Mr. Parker." She was going to hang up on me but I stopped her "Did you get in contact with Mrs. Black?" I asked "I tried to. She isn't picking her phone up."
Daniela told me she asked Karen to get as much information on her as she could including her phone number. She gave me more info about were she would be these days.
I didn't thank her because it wasn't normal of me and I didn't have too. I looked over at my phone and checked the name of the person that last called me "Work😤🥴" I groaned thinking that I might start going crazy because of her.
I stopped my feelings for everyone since she left me. I was hard as a rock. I never cried. I never smiled. I didn't feel anything until yesterday.
It was like a horrible emotional roller coaster. My day was going fine until she decided to ruin my life again. I'm not saying that I don't want her but she damaged me so much I don't think anyone can fix this mess.
I feel nothing but contempt. I feel empty just like a used tin can thrown in the dumpster. I want her desperately back but now I suffer from multiple personality disorder because of her.
One side of me tells me that one stupid argument can't ruin all of the things we've gotten through but the other side tells me that she is going to use me and break my heart again making it hard for me to live without her.
If she thought she could ruin my life again she is probably dreaming. The bad side of me always won.
I had an anxiety issue since I discovered that side of me. I keep having panic attacks when I hear the name Black. It just reminded me of whatever we've lived.
Our first time. Our first kiss. The way I revealed myself as Spider-Man to her. Our dates. The way she cuddled with me when she was cold. Every time she wore my sweaters to school. The cute pictures I took of her when she wasn't looking. Her smile warming my breezing heart. Her lips against mine. The taste of her favorite Cherry Cola chapstick.
She couldn't go out without wearing it. Her lips were always light red and glossy every time she wore it. I noticed her wearing it this morning.
It took me everything to try and not bust my way out of my bad side and smash my lips on hers. I want to cry every time I see her looking at me desperately.
After I kicked her out of the tower I went back inside my office and started drinking just like I always did when I had problems. I was starting to become a alcohol addict. I was an alcoholic at this point.
I discovered my bad side when I started drinking. My split personality's are having war right know and I hope the good side of me takes over. I hope Y/n doesn't fuck this up again.
It's 3:47 am. I need help right now I-
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-Alison
