7/1/2025: Irritated with politics, tired and trying to find stuff to put in my new grimoire (actually made a lot of progress with this). So the usual really.
Read The Power for the first time a couple of days ago expecting it to be a power fantasy book and being really unprepared for how dark and hard hitting it can actually get in places.
I found the first spell candles I ever bought (red for fire, green for earth, blue for water and purple for spirit. I couldn't find a yellow candle for air anywhere at the time) and I'm burning them to symbolize a new era and I'm going to be spending more time researching witchcraft.
Ok now for some actual mythical stuff. I've been listening to the elf subliminal by Evolution Subliminals which I have listened too several times in the past but always had to stop after 2-3 weeks because either the enhanced senses or being more connected to nature would give me a splitting headache and make my nose feel like it was on fire whenever I walked past an area with higher pollution. This time I'm gonna persevere through that stage and see what happens.
I already have a bit of a result. Ok so anyone who's been reading the past entries since the journal revival knows I complained about how dark my room is at night because it's the room on the other side of the house there isn't even any streetlights so I literally couldn't see if I waved my hand in front of my face but since I started listening again I've been able to see the outline of all my furniture even though it's pitch black. I wondered if it was the moonlight from the full moon at first but it's still 5 days to go until the full moon.
