25/1/2025 (continued)
Yeah I didn't get to sleep until 3AM which was mostly my own fault but I can only consistently use the internet when I'm the only one using it at the moment. I don't think it's just us either because when I look up the connections the entire street only has one bar of internet. Got the last of the spell candles I'm using for the jewelry burning at the moment and I went out earlier to get some errands done (which is why I had to get up early).
27/1/2025 (actually manged to get onto the internet for a bit)
/ probably controversial alert
Read back through Ghostfate/Bin and Min/That girl with wings journals because I was feeling a little nostalgic and they were some of the journals that first made me interested in the mythical community and I realized... Taken out of context they were right about a bunch of events happening between 2019 and 2022. The riots, the climate protests, the chimeras, the lockdown and the war but they were wrong because they said it would be just about the mythical community.
Is there a point to this? Not really only premonitions/ prophetic dreams can be really unreliable, easy to misinterpret even when they are and can't be shoe-horned into what you want them to be/ what you expect them to be.
Also to anyone reading this what is your thoughts on the possibility of using witchcraft to fix the things that are going wrong at the moment? Also why do I never hear about people using witchcraft to attempt to change bigger things? Sure it is pretty unreliable but it's more likely to fix things than posting memes on the internet.
29/1/2025
Elf update: I had a dream that I had elf ears and was working out what to do next now I had my results but I don't remember much else of the dream
Physical results: My hearing has definitely gotten better but this also means I can hear every noise from across the house and even in neighboring houses as if it was right outside the door which is no joke when I want to sleep.
Found a spell in a book that's for channeling a negative into a positive. It involves deliberately placing negative energy into a black candle or what lack of what you want is causing you, using a color candle related to what you want to release that energy and a white candle to represent new beginnings and placing energy related to what it would mean to you to have what you want. I really want to try this as it sounds like a awesome spell. Not sure what I'm going to try and manifest yet though which is why I haven't attempted that one yet.
30/1/2025
Yeah it is really early in the morning again but there is an event happening in a game starting at 4 AM that only runs for 3 days so I want to catch it at a time I'm likely to have good internet. I'm going to be rambling here for a bit. I've been thinking about something and if you're in a wattpad community don't go believing everything someone says just because their journal has large numbers. This was a huge problem back in the day where someone with 20,000 views would talk about something they read in someone else's journal and then everyone would be talking about it within 2 weeks and the original statement in question would take on a life of it's own and that's without the couple of people who were intentionally stirring things up.
Speaking of unless the entry has 2024 or 2025 (or any date in the future) written on it the entry probably doesn't fully represent who I am anymore but I don't want to delete my past journal entries. I did this once in the past because I didn't want my then crush to read my mythical journal. (which is why I called this book witch journal rather than mythical journal for a while) She was a witch so probably would have understood some of the supernatural stuff but not 2018-2019 mythical drama. (We were friends for a little while but we both moved on) Anyway I really ended up regretting deleting my original entries because they were a record of the memories I had in this community so I won't be deleting any other journal stuff.
One thing I do need to do at some point is remake the cover of my mythical journal because it looks really messy compared to the covers I used for the Starheart series.
still 30/1/2025 just later
Turns out I was wrong about when the video game event started and it actually started at 4PM so I stayed up that late for no reason. At least my internet seems to be working again though.
