Feelings suck.

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|Jordan|

"Jordan!! Jordan!!!" I herd someone yell from behind me, but I didn't bother to stop. I just kept running and running and I don't know where I was going but I knew I wasn't going to stop. There's so many people in this city yet I still feel alone. I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about these stupid little things. I looked back to see how was following me..but I ran into someone someone I thought would never be here. Nash. Nash Grier the famous vine boy. Nash Grier the Internet famous kid. Nash Grier my ex-boyfriend... The only thing I need right now was a hug. And the only thing I got from Nash was a shocked look and hope. Putting my one good arm around him hugging him tighter and tighter every second. I held him like never before. Thinking about the times we spent and how I ruined everything. Just threw it out the window like it was some sorta old junk I didn't need. But really, he was my everything... he was the reason I woke up in the mornings the reason I laughed and...... cried. I shed so many tears because of that boy. The boy I feel in love with. I don't know how I don't know why I just did. And to think I would ruin everything. I just wish I had a rewind button or something to bring be back to that. I just wish.....and all I can do is wish.

"You're hugging me. " He whispered into my ear. "How can I help you?" he giggled.

"Yeah. Just hold me, that will help me okay?" I whipped my tears and pulled away, "I guess I just need one and you so happened to be the first I ran into."

"Literally." He said making me laugh which caused him to laugh. I missed his laugh.

"Are you okay?" I turned around to see Rylee.

"Ohh hi." I smiled. "I didn't think you would be the one to follow me."

"Hey I thought we were friends?" she smiled pulling me in for a hug.

"I mean I could always use another friend." I turned around to say something to Nash and how I felt but he was gone.

-two weeks later. -

|Jordan|

I have returned home and I haven't seen nash since I hugged him at the hospital. Aaron and have talk but I his point I have no idea where we stand. Emily has called me like one million times but I'm not just ready to talk. I mean I can't talk to everyone a once and fix everything if I do it at once. So as of now I'm trying to reach nash but he hasn't returned any of my texts or calls. I got a text grime Rylee.

Rylee: Hey girl!! how you feeling?

Jordan: Better. But still hurts.

Rylee: Are you doing anything?

Jordan: NOPE why?

Rylee: Go on YouTube and search 'A few things'

I searched it. And what hopped up was nash.

Jordan: Nashs video?

Rylee: Yup and hurry!!!!

I clicked the video and it started.

"Hey guys what's up its Nash. I know I haven't made a YouTube video in what seems like forever but I'm going to start again soon but first I need to say a couple things. Jordan if your watching, where ever you are... Mexico Maybee." He let out a small laugh than continued, "I just want you to know that I love you and miss you. I miss you so much it hurts I'm sorry babe. I'm sorry I was a duche. I'm sorry I betrayed you. I knew you were different the moment I met you. I also knew old habits are hard to break, but you. It was totally different. It meant more than just a date. It meant more than just a dance. It meant more than just a kiss. You meant a lot. And losing you was something I thought would never happen. " you could see the tears slipping from his eyes as he struggled to continue. " I should have never done those mean tricks......You could still be here in my arms. I would be able to kiss you and hug you. If you were still here, we could be baking cookies and you would laugh at me when I tried to twerk. Jordan if you see this, just know that I miss you a lot.... I know I messed up but if you give me another chance I could make up for ever thing I've ever done. Jordan... Guys.... I miss her so much. I....just... Just can't do this." And the video ends with a crying Nash and a broken hearted me.

Jordan: WHERES NASHS HOUSE?

Rylee: he flew back to North Carolina because of family issues Cameron said.

Jordan: I'm flying out to North Carolina for relationship issues want to come?

Rylee: jordan no!

Jordan: I'm packing now.

Rylee: When do we leave?

Jordan:YAY TOMORROW!!!

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A/n

Shit no way!!!! They talked!!! he made a video of her and cried and posted it on YouTube!!! this is crazy!!! but keep reading don't forget to vote. Love you guys.

Stay Nashty

-SimplyGrier

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