chapter eight: lil anxiety

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written in early december, 2018

tryna to find a grasp in reality, hopes are all shattering. feel it taking over as my mind's drowning..

light and the end of the tunnel slowly dimming, what felt like a glimpse of freedom now feels like an eternity of suffering.

thinning and thinning, my body keeps thinning. blacking out while my demons are singing. pulling me in what seemed like reality; a never ending space of what's now considered normality.

waking up; inpatient recovery. hearing voices and cries from my family. doctor comes in, tells me I'm dying. my mind at a pause; baffled, rewinding. tears running down my face, i can't believe this.

what i once thought was a phase, turned into a crisis.

lil' anxiety; breathing and here.

her mind at a race with a constant fear.

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