Secret identity

Im not that stupid

POV ( SIA )
I didn't want to stop Ben so I simply let him do what he wanted. Riley shouts at me asking why I didn't stop it. I really can't tell you why I didn't. "I'm going to bed, night." And I walk out the room. I try to go to bed but I can't. I got up in the middle of the night and kept throwing up. Aaron came into the Bathroom and saw me. "What's wrong?" He says and rubs my back. "I have a baby in me this shit hurts!" I yell out. "We can work this out." He says. Finally I stop puking my damn fucking guts out and Aaron hands me a water and we go back to bed.
It's been two days since the whole Daunte, Ben thing and everyone is on high alert more so then usual. Especially around me. My eyes turn red more often now. I don't know why. "Lunch is done!" Aaron shouts so we all hear. We all gather in the dining room and eat. Nana eats slowly, she thinks I don't know what she did but I do. She drained herself to save Ben. He was not sleeping he was dying. She looks up at me and says, "I know you know what I did, you can't tell Riley." (telepathically obviously) "ya I know but you gotta eat to gain some power back." I tell her. So she listens and eats.