What You Thought (on hold)

I Tried and Failed

Tris P.O.V.

They're all here. Tobias, Daun, Zeke, Shauna, Chris, George, and Amar. I don't know why. They shouldn't love me. I'm not worthy or their love.

But they love me. And I don't know if I can leave them again.

But what if one day, they realize how unworthy I am, and they hate me. I couldn't live with myself. Which is worse, dying and leaving them while they still love me, or waking up for them to leave me?

I want to wake up.

I want to meet my daughter. I want to kiss the love of my life again. I want to give my friend a bone crushing hug, and gossip about Dauntless (the faction, not her daughter). I want to hear Zeke tell his jokes and make me laugh. I want to live.

I want to climb ferris wheels. I want to go ziplining. I want to wake up.

I opened my eyes.

Tobias P.O.V.

I look over at Tris. Her eyes are open.

She whispers, "Tobias." She smiles. I jump up.

She closes her eyes again.

And that is when her heart stops beating.