All I Need Is You | Jensen Ackles

Chapter 66 - family issues 2.0

I invited my parents to my wedding over a text, everybody.

- I'm getting married next Saturday. Here's the location, be there at 2p.m.

No hello, no nothing. This is what I sent my mother yesterday. Since then, I haven't been okay. It feels wrong on so many levels.

This is going to be the saddest wedding in the whole universe. I never thought it'd be like this. And I hate for it to be like this but they didn't give me another option.

I should not even invite them, especially mom. I know she'll come to ruin the whole thing but it's my mom. And she's the one who will convince my dad to come.

Sarah is the first one I tell about the engagement. It's not like I have a lot of choices anyways. Everyone I know doesn't know me anymore so she's the only one left, I can talk to even if it's just on the phone.

"I don't want a huge wedding." I try to convince her. I've already had this conversation before with Jensen and now I have to convince her too.

Jensen convinced me to get married fast, and he's right. It's only a matter of weeks before my belly starts showing and that's the last thing I want. The only day I'm supposed to be beautiful, and I won't because of my huge belly.

He wanted a big party but I convinced him otherwise.

"Why not, chica? Are you out of your mind?" She says.

"I am not out of my mind. My mind is exactly in its right place. In fact, this is the most logical decision I've ever made."

"Well, it's tu decisión, babe. And I know you're stubborn so I'm not gonna say otherwise."

"Thanks."

"But don't you think it's a little fast?"

"Fast? how? I know everything about him and I love him very much and vice versa. People who take a lot of time to decide when's the wedding are the ones who're trying to get to know each other and we passed that stage a long ago. Hell, we're having a baby, don't forget."

"I know and you're right. It just feels unreal. Everything happened super fast."

"I know." I turn down the volume on the T.V. because I feel like I hear a knocking on the door but it doesn't repeat so I just ignore it and lay back on the couch.

"How about the dress? Did you buy one yet?"

"I'm no-"

"Of course, you're not even going to wear a white dress. Why did I even ask? Are you sure this is a wedding?"

I hear the knocking again.

"Just a minute, someone is knocking on the door."

"Oh okay."

I look out the window to check who it is because I have no neighbors and usually no one knocks except for Jensen he has a key so I have to check.

It's my mom. Oh my god, it's her.

"Mom!" I jump on her and hug her super tight almost squeezing the soul out of her.

I'm not hallucinating, she's real.

"Oh, Anna. Baby, I missed you so much." I can feel the fabric on my shoulder getting damp from her tears. The feeling is uncomfortable but it's nothing.

"Please don't cry, mom." She's breaking my heart but I don't want to cry.

"Come in, now." I close the door.

"He's not here, right?" The fact that she still can't say his name makes me a little disappointed.

I shake my head and let her into the living room.