Sophomore Year Journal

The art of breaking.

(9/19/14)

I have so much to do.

It's what I get for being lazy. I had to cancel on Pastor today so I can have a day to work. Well.. He needed to cancel as well because of his sons 1st birthday. House cute!

Luckily we skip band today which means I have more time to work, yeeeeees.

I got put into AI though.. Which is Academic Intervention.

I'm angry because my grades aren't bad enough to be put into that, but it's an excuse to get more work done in school. It's like a short study hall after band. It's not a bad thing, really..

Unless you're into AR.. Academic Recovery.. That's like getting on the verge of getting kicked out of school. I've never been there. I've never been in AI long either, you get moved into AR when you keep messing up too much while in AI. I'm a pretty smart kid. I can get out of that fast.

It's staying out of it that's kinda my trouble.. it's PURELY laziness.

Only the weird part about that statement is I only end up in there in the beginning of the year for about 3 weeks then leave. It's kinda like my.. Routine.

I should break it but it's not like this program is meant to hurt me. It's basically also another study hall. I need those after band because I'm just so tired after the day.

The reason I'm writing now is taking a break from stressing and working. I have lunch next too. I can relax then if Kaitlynn doesn't annoy me too much..

I REALLY hate not being able to swear on this thing. Oh well.

I'll get over it, cussing isn't something that's needed in daily language.

Even if I think it's stupid we have "swear" words in the world.

The world is really bleh.. I hate my family.. Not my parents and siblings and such.. my distant family..

I should've explained this earlier. But I always push my problems away..

But isn't that what my writing is for.. to LET OUT those problems?