Sophomore Year Journal

Oh man.

(5/14/15)

So basically.. I'm just gonna get straight to it. I am taking it so hard that Tyler and AJ are leaving. High school as I know it is going crashing down. Maybe I can find a way to rebuild it again..

I'm going to miss them both so much. Tyler is legitmatly leaving and AJ well.. I can't exactly see him :/

I do get to see my sister tomorrow though.. at least I think I do. She hasn't responded to my messages yet as far as I know. I need her to respond.

There was this senior night for them where they had concerts and stuff for people leaving. Right after I lost it. AJ was cute about it though he was like "I told you I would give you all the hugs I promised you."

That was adorable. I have John still and life is just getting weird. It's also became a realization that Grandma loved me dearly. I was the apple to her eye. I was the best person in the world.

Mourning has set in for that too. I just feel like everything is happening so fast. I was prepared for all this!!

I guess at least I thought I was prepared for this..

I had to pass time while in detention. Then I go home and work on this diorama.. It's one on the Netherlands. I'm kinda screwed as to how I'm going to do this. I was so uncreative that I just decided to DRAW THE ENTIRE THING.

Agh what the f*ck do I get myself into sometimes..

It's the end of the year and I'm pretty happy about it. At least there's that.. All I have left is the few tests and exams. Along with that softball game I got out of but that doesn't matter much.