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conversation ten: understand

THE NBHD REFERENCE AT THE END U KNOW I HAD TO DO IT TO EM BEEN ONE YEAR SINCE IVE SEEN THEM LIVE I HAD TO

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JD
u feelin any better? :( im a little worried about u
ur emojis are rubbing off on me lol

tyler
i am afraid that i feel even worse... i hope this does not make you feel bad but i really pushed myself to go to class yesterday.. it was worth it though
your face always makes me feel good

JD
i mean how couldnt i feel bad ugh im sorry
please just rest im serious
we can talk all you want but only if you stay in bed okay ty??

Tyler feels like crying as he sits at his desk. Such a simple message, but means the world to him, so simple but no one's cared that much for him. Not even his own parents. How dramatic, how romantic it is to him.

tyler
okay... i will just for you
what would you like to talk about?

JD
umm
lol this is gonna sound stupid but for the longest time i thought you were dating jenna black
i never really knew anything about you before you messaged me here i admit
kinda just thought you were pretty uh
attractive

tyler
hah.. really? i have heard the rumors and that friends think we're together but i could never date her when i only want you in my life...
if you knew what i see for us you would understand why i do this
and i hope you know i won't give up..

JD
uh i mean
thatd be like harrassment
but i mean ok

JD
see
i just want you to realize that falling in love or being in a relationship isnt this
more like going out on dates and getting to know each other
even if you already know me that doesnt mean i know you

Speechless. Why doesn't Josh understand? He needs him to get it. He needs to get better at explaining his feelings, difficult to convey the emotion he's felt for years in words, but it's hard to imagine ever changing his ways.

tyler
i see...
i suppose there is no easy way into your heart. i understand how you feel but i know we're meant to be joshua
of course, i will let you know anything and take you out on dates, but it's in the stars for us to end up together. please understand my feelings too...

JD
uh wow
ive never seen anything like this in my life youre really one of a kind
ok how bout we stop talking about this and pick up on it another time ty
so
whats your favorite band

Is that supposed to be a compliment? He wishes.

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