MAIN PIECE ⇄ AUSTIN PORTER¹

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erik
hey.

erik
i know that i'm probably the last person you want to hear from, but lately i've been thinking about you. i wonder if you ever healed from the way that i've hurt you. i know i don't deserve to know, but you do deserve an apology.

erik
i'm sorry for never understanding you're worth until it was too late. i'm sorry for all the wrong things i've done to you. i'm sorry that i've ever hurt you. i'm sorry that i hurt you while you were already so hurt. i'm sorry for leaving when you needed me the most.

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yasmine 
in the nicest way possible fuck you and don't ever text me again.

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yas 😛
i know it's stupid to rant to you about another guy but could you just listen and not think it's about me having feelings for him still? because on everything i love it's not.

aus10
rant away

aus10
you could always come to me no matter what it's about

aus10
and i'll be there always know that okay?

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yas 😛
so it's not secret that i've been hurt before but this specific guy has hurt me in the worse way and then randomly decides to waltz his way into my life again reminding me of that hurt.

yas 😛
it's like i pushed that hurt away and stopped thinking all guys were pieces of shits and he comes today just to remind me

yas 😛
and it's so crazy because of him i tried so hard to build walls so i wouldn't give anyone the power to be able to hurt me again but then you came into my life and knocked them down so quickly

yas 😛
and i just really trust you