MAIN PIECE ⇄ AUSTIN PORTER¹

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aus10
i just need you to hear me out if you don't hear me out you'll never be able to understand why i did what i did.

yas 😛
there's nothing you could tell me that would get me to understand why you still chose to hurt me after i explained my hurt to you.

yas 😛
you're quick to call your ex crazy but really you're the crazy one thinking you could juggle two girls and neither one would find out...

yas 😛
so how long was it? how long did it take for you to get caught up?

aus10
there was a point in our relationship where i did have the both of you but that's because i didn't know how to let go of her but i knew that i wanted you

aus10
i cut her off though she's making it seem like it was the whole time when it wasn't when i decided what i wanted i cut her off

yas 😛
i dont blame you for not knowing how to cut her off.

yas 😛
i cant blame you for you feelings, but i told you austin. i told you to keep me updated, i told you not to let me be just in the dust and now look at me. i'm sitting here looking like boo boo the fool because i trusted you to have enough decency to let me know i wasn't the only one.

yas 😛
you really played me for a fool how could you ever expect me to understand that?

aus10
so that's just it? i fucked up once and you won't ever be able to see yourself forgive me?

yas 😛
it's exactly like that.

yas 😛
maybe you'll treat your next girl just like you treated me without all the lies

aus10
i still want you

yas 😛
yeah

yas 😛
you'll get over it

yas 😛
like i'll get over you.