I'm not dying for you. [Completed and in editing]

Chapter 33📍

Oh my god I thought.

"I'm going to die in a hole real quick!" I say groaning.

"Why?" Mason asks.

"Theo is here, and I just made eye contact with him."

I do a face palm and get my bag and head out of the school. Mason follows, but I ignore him. I want to leave badly, but I know I can't. I go to my car and lay my head back on my seat. The door opens and I quickly turn my head. It was Alli. She was smiling.

"Hey Liam." She says glowing.

"Why are you so happy?"

"I don't know." She says laughing.

"Why aren't you in school?" She asks.

"I'm just taking a break from people."

"People are so annoying, aren't they."

"I know right." I chuckle.

"Well go get your ass back in there son!" She says laughing.

So I go back in there looking down. Mason was waiting at my locker. I put my stuff away and I close my locker slowly, turning my head towards him. I don't feel like talking, so I just nod at him and go to class. I didn't even pay attention in class the entire time. The teacher passed out the homework. Some geometry shit. Pie or whatever. I put in my bag and I head out to the lacrosse field. I head into the bleachers and get situated. I pull out my calculator and pencil. I look down to see another couch, couching track. This is my free period before I go home.

I get my keys out and head to my car. But Brett stops me.

"Hey" He says smirking.
"I'm trying to go home Brett, if you can't tell."
"Geez are you on your period or something."
"Geez are you annoying or something." I say rolling my eyes
"Your cute when your annoyed."
"Well I'll be going now." I say smiling sarcastically.

I walk past him hitting his shoulder. I get in my car and bluetooth my phone to the radio. I put my favorite song on of all time Pocket Full of Sunshine.

"I got a pocket, pocket full of sunshine. I got love, and I know thats mine. Oh, oh woah!" I scream while driving.

"Take me away, take me away."

"To better days."

"Take me awayyyyyyyyyyyyy, take me awa-

Fuck me in the ass my phone died. I want chicken nuggets. So I go to McDonalds to get my nuggets. I go through the drive through. I get extreme Da-ja-vu. I sit there remembering Theo and I wanting ice cream.

"Sir can I have a vanilla ice cream instead?" I ask

"Yeah."

I pull up to the window to get my ice cream. I drive to Beacon Hills park and sit on a bench. I lick the melted ice cream around the edges. I end up having a deep thought just about life. I honestly don't want to think anymore. Thinking about stuff before hand is what ruins everything. I should just go for it, but I don't want to get hurt again. I don't think I could handle that. Not now at least. I pick my head off my hand, and I finish my ice cream cone. I lay down on the bench and look up. The sky is very blue today as well as the weather being amazing. Why do I have to feel so down on a nice day. Whatever. I get up and I see Brett running towards me.

"Liam come now!" He says pulling me away.

Were in his car, but he won't tell me anything. Its a awkward car ride to this unknown place.

"Can you tell me where were going?"

Nothing. Just silence. Great I thought. A couple minutes later he breaks the silence.

"Were going to Theo."
"What the fuck Brett!" I yell
"This is why I didn't tell you."
"Stop this car."

He ignores me.

"Stop the damn car Brett!"
"I'm your friend Liam, I wouldn't do this unless its important."

"Your not my friend Brett, you'll never will be."
"I'm just trying to hel-" He says fighting back his feelings.
"You'r not helping, you never help, you just make things worse. Thats all you do, so stop trying to help since it doesn't work!" I snap hard at him.
"Your right I know, but I want to make things better." His voice cracks.

"You can't make things better Brett! Whenever you try it fails. Your a failure to everyone and everything." I say as he parks the car.

"Um, just go inside they'll, um tell you." He says licking the tears off his lips."

I run inside eager to find out what has happened this time. Guilt floods me from speaking to Brett like that.

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Bretts pov

I look up sobbing. Choking on my tears. "I'm a failure." I think. No one cares damnit. I hit my hands on the steering wheel. I fall down in my seat. I can't do this. I can't act okay when the one person I love hates me for trying to do something right. I can never do anything right anymore. I guess I've never have did something right. I fucked up with Liam from the start. I tried to help Theo, but that failed. Now Liam will hate me even more. I'm a screw up, and thats all I'll ever be.

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Liams pov

  I see Scott and stiles with the rest of the pack sitting in seats starring blankly at me. They break their stare and look at each other. Malia goes to say something, but Kira places her hand on her leg. Looking up at her. Malia slides now in her seat now. I don't see Allison.

"Wheres Alli?" I say.

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Welp I made a long chapter. It took three days, but are ya proud of me!!! I honestly haven't checked if I went down in thiam yet. But I hit 1k words again. Whoop whoop! But ya'll are going to hate me after this. Comment what you think is going to happen. I'm curious what ya'll think here. Also please vote. WE NEED TO BECOME NUMBER ONE IN THIAM. HUHEHEUEHUEHUHEUHEUEHUEHEUHEUEHUEHEUHUEHUEHEUHUE. WE WILL TAKE OVER THE WORLD HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE.  TE HE HE HE HE. Also today is cody christians birthday. I made him a edit on mysticxsalvator.e. Go check it out. (This was made back in April oop-)

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Shaelan