I'm not dying for you. [Completed and in editing]

Chapter 35📍

When I woke up Theo and everyone was asleep. I slowly get up so I don't wake Theo up. I get my phone off the table and head to the kitchen. I get a cup of water and look at the window.
"What are you doing up." Lydia whispers.
I jump back. "Um hey, Lydia what are you doing up?"
"Well I don't know how anyone is sleeping right now."
"Yeah..." I say softly.
I walk upstairs so I can take Scott's bed. His room is dark with one light of the moon. The moon lighting up the room. I fall down on his bed, curling up. I just want this all to be over,but most of all I want Allison back. I can't imagine going on without her. I can't imagine Scott and Lydia in particularly going on. I'm going to miss her and it's going to take some time before anything feels right. But things will never be how they were. She was the leader of the pack with Scott. I slowly imagine what it would be like if she wasn't dead and I fall asleep.
I look around when I'm in this white room. I'm on a bed and I see that someone is walking towards me from the distance. They get closer and close till they are to the front of the bed.
"Alli?" I mumble
"Hey little wolf." She says smiling.
"I- I try to see but before I could I jump into her arms.
"Aw I miss you so much Liam." She says softly putting her head into my neck.
"I miss you more." I try to say without showing my pain, but it obviously showed.
She puts her hand on top of mine and looks up at me on the bed. "Are you at peace." I say hard to spit those words out.
"Yeah.." She says happier then ever.
"Good." I smile with a warm tear going down my face.
"It's ok Liam, you don't have to worry, I'm happy you can let go."
"Let go?" I say. "I will never be able to let go to one of the most important people in my life."
"I love you." She says with a cute smirk on my face before she goes to walk away.
"Wait Alli." I say quickly.
She turns around "Yeah."
"Can you lay with me before your gone." I say choking back my tears.
"Of course." She says climbing in bed with me. She cuddles next to be spooning me and rubbing my head softly. I don't want this moment to end but I think I knew deep down she was actually happy and at peace. So for now I will be grateful she had a good life and will finally be enterally loved by her mom. "Please don't leave me." I cry.
"I don't have a choice baby." She says before I awaken. Then she fades away.
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IM SORRY I FEEL LIKE MAKING SAD CHAPTERS AND NOW IM CRYING! FUDGE NUGGETS. WHYYYY DID SHE HAVE TO DIE. SHE WAS UWU! That's my fault but literally tho.