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5.

It's Monday morning. I spent the whole weekend crying and showering. Spoiler alert.. it didn't help. If anything I almost feel worse.

I'm slugging down the hallway. I'm wearing Korys grey hoodie. I can't even look at my blue one anymore. Not after what happened. Thats just another hoodie he's ruined for me.

Everyone's staring at me. I don't care like normal. I don't bother dodging anyone's shoulders and I certainly don't care about being pushed into anybody.

Friday was worse than any other time he'd done it. In all 2 years he'd been hurting me, friday was the worst. It just caused my depression to spike up again.

It had been a couple weeks since the previous time. I thought he would go easy on me. That he wouldn't do anything. I was wrong.

I get to my homeroom as slow as possible knowing Adam is in there.

Of course I do end up getting there. Unfortunately. And there he is, he smirks at me then winks. I have to look away before I start balling right there.

He comes up and sits next to me. I look away.

"Friday was so fun" he whispers. Then he gets closer to my ear.

"I'm glad you liked it baby" I turn away. He grabs my shoulders forcing me to face him. My head drops but he just holds it up.

"You were so beautiful, squirming like that" I feel my eyes welling but try to hold it back.

"You always are"

He grabs my hand and forces it down onto him. He's hard. I quickly pull away and stand up about to leave the room when the teacher came in.

I sit back down facing away from him again. He reaches under my desk and grabs my thigh causing my leg to shoot up and hit the desk in an attempt to get away from his hand. There was a loud thud and everyone looked my way. I could feel Adams smirk.

"Nathan, please" the teacher said disappointed. "Your districting everyone while I'm trying to take attendance"

"Sorry ma'am" I respond. She turns away and continues. Adam is still smirking.

"Your so cute Nate" he says

"Especially when your screaming"

"Adam no, stop, please, what are you doing, stop. It's adorable Nate" He scoffs, mocking me.

"I mean come on it's obvious you like it you have never fought me. You let it happen"

"I try" it's quiet, almost inaudible.

"You love every second"

"No"

"You would fight me harder otherwise"

"I try to"

"I bet you wanna do it again already" He pauses as I try to pull away from his gaze

"In fact I know you do" My eyes burn again.

The bell rings and he along with everyone else leaves. My eyes are still burning as I push my sleeves against them, hoping to stop the flow.

The teacher comes over to me.

"Is everything alright?" In a blurry haze I stand up, fighting the tears to stay back. I whip my bag around my shoulder and rush away from her.

"Nathan! Stop" she says causing my body to freeze just before the door.

"What happened?" I turn to her, facing up and giving her a huge smile. Just like always.

"What? Nothing. Everything's ok, I'm just worried about being late. That's all" she smiles back at me relived.