He Was My Student [[KTH]] ✔️

NINETEEN

The house was a mess. 

Broken glasses, empty bottles and furniture were overturned. It looked like someone had broken in and smashed the place to pieces. I felt sick as I walked through the house and I found Jin passed out on the bed still holding a bottle of booze. It was mostly empty and I was surprised he still had a grip on it.

Jin didn't look good. His hair was a mess and it looked like he had thrown up on the floor before passing out. In a way, he was lucky he didn't choke on it. Jin looked so broken and weak as he snored. I took a deep breath and took another step into the room to see his other hand holding a picture of me.

I took a closer look and saw the picture he was holding. It was of Jin and me when we went on a date. I was grinning widely at the camera and he was kissing my cheek, holding me close to him. We looked happy and I never would have thought that he could turn out like this.

I couldn't help but remember the good times we had before he turned into a total asshole. I wiped the few tears that had escaped and I reached over to shake him awake. He groaned and I shook him again.

Slowly but surely he opened his eyes and he winced at how bright the room was. The bottle slipped from his grip and spilt over the carpet. He hadn't noticed me standing there and he sat up, groaning and putting his hand on his forehead.

"Shit," He muttered and he sighed before looking up "Hana?"

"Jin," I said quietly.

"Baby, you're home!" He said going to hug me but I stepped away from him "What's wrong? Are you ok?"

"I don't want you to touch me," I said, not looking at him.

"I wouldn't want to touch me either," He said, "I've been an asshole,"

I looked at him "An asshole?"

Jin looked at me with tears in his eyes "I've been horrible. A total asshole,"

"You've been a complete cunt!" 

Jin's eyes widened at my language "Normally I would tell you off for using such a bad word but I can't disagree with you,"

"Go have a shower," I muttered, "I can't talk to you when you smell and look like shit,"

Jin nodded "Hana, I'm sorry. For hurting you and trying to control you. I've thought about what I have done and I don't have an excuse for hurting you. I was angry and I was jealous. When I saw the cab drive away, I knew that I messed up,"

I scoffed "You are so full of shit,"

"I drank too much and I cried knowing that you were too scared to come home," He said, a few tears rolling down his face "I love you Hana and I can't believe that I treated someone I love like that. It is disgusting and I shouldn't be allowed to get away with it,"

I folded my arms, not wanting to talk.

"I've taken a lot of thought about my actions and I've decided to take anger management classes,"

"What?"

"I want us to work, baby," Jin said, "I don't want something like this to tear us apart. We are meant to be, Hana. We work so well and we were happy. Everything that we did together made us smile," He grabbed hold of our photo "Look. Look at how happy we are here. I want us to go back to how this was. I'm sure we can,"

"I don't know if-"

"Hana please!" He said grabbing the tops of my arms "Don't leave me. Please, I don't want to be without you. I can't live without you, Hana. You are my everything and if you leave me then I will lose my world"

"You can't-"

"I'll make a change," He begged "Alcohol? Gone. I won't drink it ever again. Anger? I will see someone about it and I will make this work,"

"I-"

Jin dropped to his knees hugging me, pressing his face against my stomach "I can't live without you, Hana. I love you so much. Please don't leave me. We will work through it and we can go back to how we were,"

"Jin, I-"

"I'm sorry!" He cried "I'm so sorry for hurting you. I was so angry but I've decided to change and it will get better. I promise,"

"I fucked Taehyung," I said and I felt him tense "I don't want to be with someone who tries to-"

"You did what?" Jin asked, getting to his feet "You fucked Taehyung?"

My heart dropped into my stomach as his facial expression changed and his tears were now dry. I had to try and control my breathing but it was hard when my body was slapped with fear. My body was frozen as I saw Jin's face darken and he clenched his jaw.

"You cheated on me," Jin said, "You told me you loved me,"

"I never said that," I whispered and stepped back "I can't be with you anymore Jin,"

Jin smirked "Sweetheart, you and I are meant to be. I've told you I was sorry for being horrible but if you can't accept that we need to work on things, then I will be pissed off,"

"You said that you-"

"I don't think you are in the position to talk back to me, Hana," Jin said quietly, "Get in the bathroom,"

"What?" I said, "I'm-"

"Get in the fucking bathroom!" Jin yelled in my face and my eyes went wide "If you don't walk in there now, I will drag you in there,"

I shook my head "I can't. I'm leaving you and-ah!"

Jin stood over me as I held my hand over my eye. I stared up at him, tears streaming down the side of my face and trembled in fear as he squatted down in front of me. He put his hand on the side of my face, making me flinch. The pain in my eye was intense but I couldn't push him away from me.

"I'm so sorry," He said pulling me into his arms "I didn't think. I'm so sorry, baby. I promise I won't hit you again. Let's have a shower and I'll put a cold cloth to your eye,"

A/N: I don't even know what this chapter is. Shit probably.

But it's after 1am and I have insomnia and I'm not well...still.

I also have something else to address.

Yes. Jin is a total dick in this story but that doesn't represent what he is like in real life (I hope, lol)

Jin is a loving, funny guy who will obviously treat his future girlfriend like a queen. This is just a story so don't worry xD

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