fall deeper inside

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beyzaljackson

Kyungsoo is tired but Jongin wouldn't let him rest.

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"My whole body hurts." Sehun groans as he steps out of the van. Kyungsoo relates, he can't wait to get into bed. None of them were able to catch a breath during this concert. The fans were too energetic, they had to keep up with them. It wasn't particularly easy, but it was okay, seeing their fans happy was enough. Still, Kyungsoo wishes that he didn't jump that much on the stage.

Their company's building is silent, their friends are probably all asleep. He feels bad recalling Doyoung's texts before the concert started. Young boy hoped his favorite hyung would help him with some parts of their new comeback song. Kyungsoo was always willing help him, help anyone who asked. He hopes that he didn't offend Doyoung, but yet again, it's not his fault. They finished later than they planned. The traffic was a bitch. Kyungsoo knows he worries for nothing, Doyoung is understanding.

They pile into the elevator. Their rooms are on the highest floor of the building. They don't live in the basement as the fans joke, or not? Kyungsoo can't tell but he appreciates their humor. It's true that their company holds them back, barely letting them do anything. It hurts sometimes, knowing that the fans are waiting for them but they can't give them anything. Kyungsoo tries not to think about it.

They empty the elevator cage one by one. Everyone is tired but they say their good nights. It's a rule around here, set by Jongdae. They end their days smiling at each other no matter how worn out they are. No matter how their day went. They are a family, they can make everything okay together. Kyungsoo remembers feeling like crying when Jongdae expressed his thoughts. He never wants to leave them.

Kyungsoo unlocks room's white door with sleepy eyes. Their room is the furthest from the other members' rooms, thanks to Chanyeol. Apparently "listening Kyungsoo moan Jongin's name as a lullaby" wasn't really his cup of tea. Kyungsoo felt embarrassed at first, not knowing he was so loud. He didn't really care about Chanyeol, he would intentionally make noises to make him uncomfortable but the idea of Junmyeon or Minseok hearing them, that would humiliate him. It concluded for Kyungsoo and Jongin to move rooms. Kyungsoo was fine with it, he could scream his lover's name even louder now.

Kyungsoo hears Jongin lock the door as he tumbles into the bed, not even bothering to change his clothes. Jongin keeps moving inside the room, probably changing into something comfy. Kyungsoo prefers black sweatpants and a simple t-shirt when he's off the stage, or basically to anywhere, but Jongin always dresses up. 'I should clothe you.' he often jokes with Kyungsoo. I'd like you to unclothe me, Kyungsoo doesn't say it out loud. He loves seeing Jongin in expensive designer clothing, he looks good in them. Then again, Jongin looks good in anything. He looks the best when he's got nothing on. Kyungsoo giggles to himself.

"What is it?" Jongin asks laying down next to him. Kyungsoo wants to glance at his boyfriend, but he's not able to open his eyes. He can feel Jongin's heavy gaze on him.

"Nothing." Kyungsoo's voice is barely audible. Why isn't he asleep yet? He's tired, he need to rest. Still, somehow he stays awake. Jongin smells good, Kyungsoo wishes that he was closer, but he can't move a single limb.

"So, that's it? Not even a good night?" Jongin whispers in a resentful tone. Kyungsoo could feel Jongin's pout through his voice. He wanted to kiss his boyfriends plump lips, he can't lift his head.

"Good night." He mumbles as Jongin nuzzles closer, stroking Kyungsoo's hair. I should get a haircut, Kyungsoo thinks, it's getting long again. Jongin begs to differ, he likes slipping his fingers through Kyungsoo's dark strands. Kyungsoo inhales deep, he wants Jongin to move even closer, intertwining their bodies.

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