Change of Plans.

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I suddenly woke up. Harry was lying next to me with his arm wrapped around my waist. I remembered everything that happened last night. I feel different, Harry cared about me. Why would he care about me? Aren't I just apart of his game? Does he like me? Maybe it was just him sobering up? I don't know. When we were laying together my hands pressed against his chest, it felt like if we were meant to be. I'm probably crazy, but it's the truth. In all honesty, I don't know if I have feelings for him. At least I don't think I do. All of this can just be an act to him. Maybe he's doing this so I can let him in my pants. If he really cared for me wouldn't he tell me?

Today is the last I have with Harry. After today is he going to let me go with the next guy? I don't even want to think of that but I guess I am. If I give him what he wants will he let me go? My sister is probably worried half to death! If anything she is at the neighbors house, and if I don't come home soon they'll probably file a report and she'll get sent to a foster home. I can't bare to loose her, at the same time I can. We do have moments where we fight, and, sure, she can be a brat and a bit selfish at times, but we were family. I do my best to give her what she wants but its hard because we don't have parents. Our dad that adopted us abused us and it's easy making a living off of part time jobs. Sure, I have the money our mother gave us, but I'm saving that for emergencies and college. I'm better off without her but right now I'm not. If it comes to the terms where Harry does like me and changes than there would be a chance that I would be able to see my sister again. If he doesn't than I guess I'll have to be part of his game and not be able to see my sister Annie again. I don't know what will happen after all this. Will I go back to the person I used to be or will everything change? I sound like those girls that write in there diary about what happened to their lives. I guess I'm one of those girls right now. Before I can say anything else Harry woke up. I saw him sit up in bed and run his hands threw his curls.

"Morning, Eliza." He spoke in a raspy voice

"Morning, Curly." I joke.

"Hey, I never said you can call me that." Harry laughed.

"I can if I want to." I play around some more.

"Nope." He said.

"Whatever, Curly." I respond.

"Stop it, before I get mad." He said with all seriousness.

I put my arms up in surrender.

"I'm sorry about last night Eliza, I really am." He says guilt writte all over his features.

"It's alright, I guess." No, part of it was fine another part wasn't he hurt my feelings then comes in and becomes Mr. Softy?

"Well between me and you don't tell anyone what happened."

"Yeah." I say.

"What do you want to do today." He said.

"Wait, hold up, just because of last night you're going to start being nice to me?" I say.

"I can't just be nice to you Eliza?" He said.

"Not if you're giving me pity." I say.

~Harry's POV

"Not if you're giving me pity." Eliza said.

I fully remember what happened last night how can I forget. I was a wreck. After I fucked Patricia, and made Eliza cry I realized that this isn't a game for me anymore. I don't want to continue doing what I do. I mean I thought about this a lot after I fucked a few other girls, but Eliza is making me realize that what I'm doing is wrong. I don't even know how that happened. Actually I do know. Eliza happened.....

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A/n

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