Chap 4 - "You left me"

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Jennie's Pov

I was walking down the streets. My house is two blocks away from Limario's house. I really want to visit him again, but i think he's still mad at me. Maybe forever.....

Me and Rio would always walk together on the streets everyday after school, but not anymore.

I sighed....

I regret everything, why did I even kiss Kai and I know that Rio's enemy is him. Now I became his girlfriend. And I didn't help my bestfriend? I'm so stupid and dumb. I don't know anymore.

I was right infront of his house. I looked at the house that filled with silence. I remember when I'm always inside this house. There will always be laughters that becomes our memories.

I wonder what he's doing now.

I really really miss him....

I was about to leave the place, when I heard the door open from the balcony... And i know that balcony is from Rio's room. I looked up and I saw him. So I quickly hid under one of the tall bushes.

I looked at him. He looks so lonely and hurt. Just by seeing those eyes makes me regret it and cry. His face, done by his enemy, my boyfriend.

He leaned forward to look at the sun that was about to set down. He placed both of his face rubbing it up and down. I wonder what's he's thinking about right now?

I decided to leave before he sees me.

Limario Pov

As I was looking at the sun setting down, I was thinking about what if it was a bad idea making that letter for her.

Since I live 2 blocks away from Nini's house, I decided to write a letter for her. Instead of placing it infront of her door, I went to their backyard gate. I quickly opened and ran inside...quietly. I placed it on the table where Nini would sit whenever she's upset about something. And if you're asking, how I know, because whenever I come there, I would always find her in that spot and I would ask her why she's there. And she will tell me that's she's upset.

I really hope she's sees it.

I'm still upset, sad, confused and lonely. Yes, my parent's are at a business trip to Busan for 4 weeks.

They insisted me to stay at Nini's house, but I refused. They didn't force me anymore since I was always in my room and a stubborn boy. I told them I can ask my friend's to accompany me here. They agreed to my decision.

So now I'm here alone. Bambam and Seumri will be here any minute. I told them earlier at school, to come at my place to have a sleepover since my parent's are not here for a while.

Jennie's Pov

It's already dark and I'm back home now. My dad is still at work while mum is cooking something delicious in the kitchen.

I secretly backhugged her. And she jumped a little so I giggled.

She said "Oh hi sweetie, are you hungry?". I smiled. "yes mum, super". "Okay then this will be ready in 20 min". I quickly nod and I went outside. I was about to sit on the chair when I saw an envelope that says 'Rio'. I was surprised.
I smiled because i knew who this was.

I looked around to see if he was here....well I guess he isn't.

I sat and opened the envelope. There I saw the paper folded into a hotdog fold. I opened it and as soon I started reading it, i started tearing up.

"Dear my Nini,

First i want to say how are you? I hope you're doing great. And if you want to ask how am I, even though this is a letter, I'm recovering well... A little. I miss you so so much Nini. I miss the things we do everyday. Making you laugh so loud and I get in trouble for making you laugh.... Hilarious....

You know these wounds in my face, i should really deserve them, haha.

But because of these feelings. It's like you left me just to be with him. Like you don't want me anymore.....
Anyways let's not think that way. It's my fault anyways. Hahaha... Don't worry we are still bestfriends Nini.

I also want to apologize for pushing you. To be honest I didn't mean to push you, it was suppose to be that Alien. I don't want to say his name because whenever it appears, i want to punch him, kick him, kill him.. Okay tooo much voilence.. Hehe...

I can't believe I'm saying this but he's your boyfriend now. Well....I'm very happy for you Nini... I wish he'll make you happy, smile, give you laughter, take care of you and keep you safe like I do before.

I know I'm being distant to you for the past few day's at school, because I didn't want to hurt you. All I want to see you is being safe and happy.

I want to tell you this....well for a long time now. But I like you Jennie...more than our friendship...these feelings inside just won't stop, it's like going forever when I'm around you. But I'm sure you only accept me as your bestfriend and I'm totally one hundred percent alright with that.

But now, it's like moving on, right? Lol

And also....I've been hiding this for a week now. I have this illness and the doctors said I will have it for the rest of my life. Hehe. Don't worry about me to much, I can manage.

Sorry for the long letter Nini. I have to go now. Bambam and Seulgi are coming over to accompany me because my parent's are at Busan right now for business stuff. My parents told me to stay at your place but I didn't want to because, i just really dont want to see you hurt again.

Hope to see you soon my Nini. I will be missing you a lot. Be safe and I love you!

From your bestfriend, your Rio."

I cried so much because i miss him so much. I didn't know he was suffering so much because of me and his condition. I'm really so bad at making promises.

I don't want to see my bestfriend suffering.

And now I know he also had feelings for me before. Now he moved on...that quick? He really is something.

i tried hard not to cry because I also wanted to tell him how I love him so much. But now everything is ruined because of my stupidness.

I didn't believe him when he said it was all his fault. I didn't because i did.

I looked at the paper and smiled. I said "Thankyou Limario, I forgive you already and I hope you forgive me too. I will accept your decision. At least you are still my best friends"

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