𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑

스물 셋

❝we were supposed to love and bond with each other, but it was all a deception after all.❞

i wake up feeling all dizzy, i turn around ready to hug jungkook but my hands landed on something much more muscular and bigger. my eyes shot wide open and i fall out of bed. what the fuck? i stand up and i see that I'm completely nude, not to mention, my clothes aren't even in this room.

i look at the man in the bed, completely stunned, wait a fucking second... is that a female at the end of the bed? oh my god, did I just have a threesome?! this is worse than i thought it was, jungkook is going to fucking amputate me. i internally panic as i look around for clothes. shit- i couldn't find any. i only saw the females clothes and i groaned. i grabbed them and went into the bathroom to change.

great. fucking great. it just had to be a skirt. i roll my eyes and dress up. curse me for working out, now i look like a muscled lady. i stare into the mirror, makeover? god, I'm giving myself a full drag makeover. not to mention this pounding sensation inside my head and the need to vomit. i look around and there was a purse in the bathtub. I'm not gonna ask how it ended up in there but i grab the purse and open it.

there were liquid lipstick and some other crap i had no idea what it was. i take out the lipstick and use it. i looked alright. "ooh... money..." i whisper, "I'm taking this, fuck that hoe, I'm still gonna die by the hands of satan anyway." i grumble and take the $20 she had. i throw the purse into the toilet not caring how expensive (or cheap) it was. i hurridly take the females shoes and put them on. tree woman? i think so!

i look back at the muscular man and dear god. it was none other than that fucker hyunsik. not to mention he was also jungkook's rival! not only did I cheat on jungkook, but I cheated on him with his fucking enemy. don't drink kids, otherwise, you're gonna wish you never got pushed out a vagina. i leave the room quietly and I'm standing outside. seems like we were at a motel. a pretty shitty one too... two letters in the neon sign were busted, lights flickering. the walls were dirty, it was like hulk had shit on the walls, honestly speaking. and where the fuck was this midget jimin at?!

i ignore it and continue walking in these feet torturing devices and i realize i had absolutely no idea where the fuck i was. god fucking dammit. i hear a door open and i turn around to see hyunsik fully dressed in the same suit he had on yesterday. he licked his lips and walked closer to me, "well why don't you look pretty?" he flirts and i roll my eyes, "listen here, just because i slept with you doesn't mean i like you, in fact, i didn't even mean to!" i reply, angered.

"you didn't push me away." he stated, i stay silent and choose to ignore him. "you goin' home?" he asks. ignored. "seokjin, i could give you a ride, ya know." he says in his weird, southern accent. i roll my eyes, "whatever." i answer, and walk away from him and out into the open road. there weren't even any passing cars and god knows how far i could make it with these knives called shoes.

my toes and heels are in immense pain as I'm not even halfway gone from the motel. a car pulls up and the window rolls down, hyunsik pops his head out, "stop being stubborn and get inside." he says and i just decided to do it. plus the road was warm! if i took off my heels it'd be like walking inside a damn oven. i get in the car and i buckle my seatbelt in. i look out the window, not even wanting to look at his dumb face. the car starts driving again and the sun is already beginning to set. jungkook is gonna castrate me, i just know it...

but hey at least i got $20!

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i stumble inside the dark apartment and kick my heels off and sit down on the floor, home sweet home! the light suddenly turns on and i feel my heart jump out my chest. i hold onto my chest with my hand as i see that demon jungkook stand in front of me, arms crossed. "and where the fuck have you been?" he asked, completely irate. "uh... out..." i answered, i mean, that wasn't a lie. "you sure? where's your phone?" he asks and my brain goes into full process mode. wait a minute, WHERE THE FUCK WAS MY PHONE? "wait where the fuck-"

jungkook abruptly moves towards me and pulls me up by my wrist and pulls me into the living room. he pushes me onto the couch whilst he sits on the coffee table in front of me, his eyes staring into my soul. he grabs the phone that was on the table and it seems like he's searching for something. i sit there nervously, playing with the hem of my skirt. couldn't this asshole at least let me change?

a second later, the phone was in my face. i move back to see and it was hyunsik's account. not only that, i was in the picture... in bed... with him... and that weird tree lady. "mind explaining this? 'you think this is funny? seokjin?" he inquires, but it sounded more like a statement. he throws the phone down onto the couch quite harshly as it bounces off and lands on the edge of the couch, close to falling off. i gulp whatever fluid i had in my mouth as i dart my eyes everywhere. "i- uh... i wasn't in my right mind and-" i sigh, "who am i kidding? it's so obvious... i slept with him and that weird lady... it's not like i meant to! i just... i just got so lost and the thing with my family clouded my mind, i completely forgot about you..." i answered, feeling guilty.

he nods slowly as if he wants me to continue.

"it's just... before i met you, hyunsik would be there. he was there when i needed comfort, advice, etcetera. i guess his hazel eyes deceived me as his intent was way too different." i chuckle softly, "but i promise i won't ever do it ever again!" i vowed, bowing my head. "that's what..." he mumbled, i couldn't quite catch it but he sounded disappointed. i raised my head and looked at him. "okay, but, please don't ever do it again, you're my sweet little angel... alright?" he says in a breathy voice. something was off about his voice, very off, but i couldn't pinpoint what. all i could think about was thank god. i nodded vigorously, and he smiled. but it didn't reach his eyes as they would.

he caressed my cheek and leaned in, and planted a kiss on my cheek. i frown but i muster up a smile when he pulls back.

his eyes were dark, and that...

that disturbed me.

double update because im just so sweet :>

hope you enjoyed this cause i rewrote this like 2 times and its fuckin 3 am... sorry for any mistakes lol

oh and i want you guys to give me ONE reason as to why you think jungkook is like this if you want the next chapter... :)

so thoughts on this so far? <3