𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑

열

❝i'm slowly drowning and you won't even notice.❞

i wake up feeling groggy, mind completely hazy. 

"what the hell...?" i groan as i prop myself up on my elbows. i look next to me to see someone in bed with me, did i hook up with someone? god... i really don't remember anything. the person turned around and i felt my heart stop. "jin...?" i mutter out. fuck... then i remembered, fucking hell... after the party we went to my place and god, my neighbors must be wishing that i was dead now.

i grin widely as i caress jin's cheek, we must have had a lot of fun since the whole bedroom is a fucking mess. seokjin groans softly and opened his eyes, blinking a few times. he smiled softly before he muttered something that shattered my heart, "yoongi..."

"jin, i'm not yoongi." i state, a bit irritated. "yoon... g-jungkook?!" jin exclaims as he sits up abruptly, covering himself leaving me in the open. he squeaks as he looks away, he must have looked down at my dick. i roll my eyes, grabbing a pillow and putting it over my crotch, "yeah?" jin darts his eyes everywhere, shocked. 

"d-did we do... it?" seokjin asks, looking down. "yup, we did. we had real good sex, seokjin." i answer, grinning. he looks up at me, clearly tearing up.

i furrow my brows, why is he sad? "h-hey, what's wrong...?" i ask him as i hold his cheek, but he only pulls back, as if i had a disease (which i did not have). "y-yoongi, i-i cheated on, i cheated on yoongi! my own fucking boyfriend!" he exclaims as he starts crying. it was as if he was going to get crucified for doing it. i roll my eyes, "oh come on, we were dead wasted and you were the one grinding your ass on me! and i bet that fucker cheated on you too." i reply, angered.

"w-what...?"

"you heard me, i bet yoongi cheated on you! w-when we went to the restroom, he and i, he tried to fucking get with me. you know? have bathroom sex with me." i lie as i run my hand through my hair. he stares at me, either he buys it or not. 

but "h-he did...?" jin cries. jackpot. "yes! and that's why we fought! the scratches on my face was because of him trying to take advantage of me!"

"a-and was i really grinding on you?" he asks quietly, embarrassed probably. "yeah you did, you gave me an erection and i couldn't help but have to sleep with you. let's see, 5 rounds maybe? you were really wild." i giggle as i recall last night.

"where are we?" jin asks as he looks around. "this is my apartment. oh and, you were pretty fucking loud." i state as i watch him freak out. he was adorable, even with a wet face. i tackle him and i stare at him, our eyes locked together. "forget yoongi, he's gone. i'm here." i whisper as i caress his cheek. "b-but... you're so-"

"i'm not that busy, i'll make sure to get time to be with you, okay baby?" i said as i rub his bottom lip with my thumb gently. "i-i can't jungkook..." seokjin says as he pushes me off him and sits up. 

"jungkook, we've only been hanging out for... what, a month? a-and i don't know if moving on THIS quickly will help me get over yoongi. i mean... we were together for such a long time a-and i never knew that he... would cheat on me..." seokjin sighs, "we actually never had sex, uh... j-jungkook, you were my first." he blurted out.

i stared at him shocked, jeon jungkook took kim seokjin's virginity? fuck yeah! 

"y-yoongi had been... trying to get me to sleep with him but i, i just was never comfortable. i must have been really fucking wasted if i slept with you, 5 times," seokjin whispers at the end. i pull seokjin by his arm and his head onto my naked lap, it felt weird, but right now, it didn't matter.

"listen seokjin, we don't have to have sex, we don't have to kiss or hug, but we can definitely go on dates if you'd like to just so you can get over him." i smile as i move his bangs out of his eyes. he seems to contemplate whether to do it or not. 

"okay."

so... apparently seokjin was a virgin lol

i know i said that the next chapter would focus more on yoongi's murder but h ey at least you got something sjdshdsj

any thoughts? tell me, i'd love to hear what you have to say :)