Jennie still pretending. Still pretending that she's happy for her sister. But she's totally not because she's dying inside. Yes Lisa and her are now in good terms, who can joke around but it's enough for her because she knew she can't have her. The way how Lisa talks about Jisoo, it's like she's the only girl in the entire world.
They are happy together, you can see in their eyes how much they love each other. It's been a year since they became together. It's been a year since Jennie suffers seeing them, and for loving the wrong person.
But for Jennies, she's loving the right person but she fell for her at the wrong time. Jennie still happy for Lisa, atleast she can see how happy she is. Atleast she witness that kind of smile. FlAnd for her unnie who's being bright.
"JENNIE-YAH!" Lisa screams making Jennie jumped. Lisa is here because she's waiting for Jisoo. She will take Jisoo on a date, why not. It's their anniversary.
"What the fuck Manoban?!" She hit her arm. Lisa chuckled
"Sorry. You're spacing out again"
"Uhm yeah sorry" She faked smile "What are you asking me again?"
"I'm asking, why are you still single?" Lisa suddenly asks making Jennie choke on her own saliva "Are you okay?" She nods
"I'm still single because I'm waiting for you" Of course she didn't say that
"I love someone that I can't have" She said looking at Lisa's eyes making Lisa gulped
"W-why?" she stutters. Lisa can tell she's not comfortable with that stare
"She's in love with someone else." she said not breaking the eye contact. Lisa feel uncomfortable when Jennie look at her. But she shrug it off.
"Really? How can she not love someone like you? I mean you're pretty and kind you know" Jennie smirked
"You know Lisa she's too blind to see me. She can't see my worth. All I did is to love her, and me, she gave me nothing but pain" Lisa is curious but felt uncomfortable at the same time. She don't know why she felt that why. She knows, it's kinda weird.
"I don't know the feeling of loving someone who's taken. But my advice for is, use your head, not your heart. Your mind will tell you to let go, because your brain will tells you how worth it you are. You deserves to be love, you deserve someone who will love you the way you deserves. Let go of someone who gives you pain, it's not healthy"
"Why would I do that? She's giving me happiness tho"
"Happiness with pain? That's not the real happiness Jen. The real happiness is being with someone who truly loves you. Don't hold on to the person who's giving you so much pain. I can see in your eyes you're not really happy. Sometimes being selfless is not good for our health anymore. Free yourself. You need to think about yourself first. You'll be geniunely happy, I'm telling you. You will be free and it's worth it. Give yourself a freedom Jen" She smile sadly to Jennie. Feeling sorry
"What if this will happen to you? What if unnie is not in love with you anymore?" Lisa smiled again
"If it'll happen to us which I don't think that will happen. But yeah sure I will answer it" She took a deep breath
"I will not easily give up on her, you know, it's not easy to give up someone you love. Who's giving you life to live. But if she doesn't love me anymore I will make her feel again what she's missing. Why she fell out of love.If we're on the same situation, yeah. I will do what I've said to you. Because I don't want to ruin her happiness. Even though I'm not the reason anymore. That's how much I love her. Her happiness is my happiness too. Her happiness is more important than mine. I consider her happiness before mine. Yeah it's not easy but acceptance is the only way to make yourself feel better Jen, and move forward. That's the first step. Acceptance" Jennie didn't say a word she knows it's true.
"I feel sorry in your situation. No one deserves in a position like that Jen" She sincerely said.
They don't know Jisoo is listening again on what they are talking about. It makes her happy and love Lisa even more. Because Lisa really care for her family. On what she heard, she felt bothered when Lisa said that she will let go of Jisoo once she saw her with someone else. But not exactly but she knows what she means. and that will never going to happen. She love Lisa so much. She smiled to herself and Lisa noticed her
"Love, why are standing there and smiling? You're creeping me out" She jokes. Jisoo joined them in the living room and sat on Lisa's lap as she wrapped her arms around her neck
Jennie looked away. Trying to avoid the two but she failed. She's looking at them, she wanted to cry. But she can't. She can't cry infront of Jisoo specially infront of Lisa.
"HI GUYS!" Their crazy friends are here. Lisa's friends and Jisoo's are now friends.
Irene and Suelgi are together. Same as Kook and Tae. While the others are still single.
"Yah! Why are you all here?"
"Wow this is Lisa's house guys. and Hi to you too madam" Seulgi rolled her eyes
"Whatever! Answer my question you idiot!" She throw a pillow to seulgi's face. Bang!
"Yah! We're her because we're fucking bored"
"Well we're not. You can leave now" She jokes
"Yah! That's how you really treat your twin?" Tae pouted
"Yuck Tae! Don't give me that face, you look like a dog"
"Cut all the non sense. Let's go and start the vacation" Irene said
"Vacation? What vacation?" Lisa asked confusely. She look at Jisoo who looked away
"Lisa-yah just follow us" Yeri smirk
"Ani ani! I'm taking Jisoo out, so back off. Don't ruin our first anniversary" Lisa protest. Irene signal Jisoo to tell Lisa
"Love, I know it's our anniversary and we need alone time together but it'll be fun if all of us will celebrate it right?"
"But lo..."
"Please love?" Jisoo pouts, how can she resist that? She kissed her and smile
"Only because my girlfriend is beautiful. Fine I'm in" she gave up
"UNDER!" The all shouted except for the three of course Jennie who's now looking down
"But wait, I need to go home and pack my bags" Lisa said
"Nope. I packed them already twin" Tae winked. Lisa eyes widen
"You entered in my room?! Do you want me to cut your balls?!" No one is allowed to enter in her room. Well only Jisoo.
"Jeeeez! Chill love. I did okay?" Jisoo smiled and kiss her cheeks
"Oh I see. Sounds like a plan huh"
"Uhm...kind of" She giggled
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Sister's girlfriend (Jenlisa x Lisoo)
Fanfiction"I love you so I will wait for you. I will wait for you to love me, no matter how long it takes" Jennie to Lisa "I can no longer see you with my eyes, touch you in my hands, but I will feel you in my heart. Forever" Lisa to Jisoo "You might not be...
