Sister's girlfriend (Jenlisa x Lisoo)

Ch. 28

"Limario, come on. They are still your friends. You need to talk to them" Miyeon begged. It's been a month since she started avoiding her friends

"I don't care. You're only my friend" She said as she look at her laptop. But Miyeon shut it "What the?"

"Shut up Manoban. They're your friends. Stop being stubborn. I know you're mad at them but you need to hear their explanation. I know Seulgi went too far but you are too. You shouldn't talk to Jennie like that Lisa" Lisa glances at her coldly 'Damn! I regret what I've said'

"Get out" She pointed the door

"Lisa...."

"Cho Miyeon what part you did not understand? I only said two words. Get out" She said coldly. Miyeon stayed

"So you're going to avoid me now? Really Lisa? I'm not a stranger Lisa. I'm here to help you but look at you it seems like you don't need anybody. You don't need us, specially me. You're hurting people around you without noticing it. I understand that you're hurt and you're allowing pain to eat you. Don't be heartless. Lisa, do you know how much I hate seeing you like this? Do you know how much I want take away all the pain from your heart from the beggining? I know many people broke it million times, but please Lisa help yourself to fix it. You exactly know what's missing there. What your heart needs. Oh should I say, who. Lisa you exactly know who she is. But look at you, you keep on pushing her away. You keep on saying shit things to her that she doesn't deserve!" Lisa's face soften

"Lisa I know she hurt you for leaving, but you're not the only victim here. She was hurt too....I...i know I'm not in the right position to say this but...what can I do? You don't want to listen to her. You keep on avoiding her. I know you won't listen to anyone except me that's why I will say this....Jennie did that because she thought you don't love her. She thinks she will suffer again, that's why she chose to leave. You can't blame her Lisa. You can't blame her for doing that. She was hurt. You hurt her for three years, but you didn't notice it. What do you expect?" Lisa looked down. She felt guilty

"Lisa...Sh...she loves you" 'And I love you too. But I'm willing to sacrifice everything for you. That's how much I love you Lis'

"I don't care Miyeon"

"What do you mean you don't care? Of course you do care Lisa! I know you don't want to talk about it but you're running away from it too. From her. Your feelings for her. You're running away from everything. I know how much she really means to you Lisa. I know how much you love Jennie. You're just hurt and mad that's why you don't want to accept her apology. Let yourself be happy this time Lis, by accepting her, by forgiving those people who hurt you and who cared for you at the same time. Lis don't do it for them, do it for yourself" She immediately hugged Miyeon

"Miyeon, I'm afraid" She rubbed her back "Yeon, she might hurt me again. I'm scared. I'm scared to trust her again then she will do that again" She pulled away and cupped her cheeks

"Hey listen Lisa. I know it's hard to trust someone who broke you. But no one is forcing you to trust her,all you have to do is, accept her. Of course she might hurt you, and that expected because in a relationship it's not just happiness. When you fell for Nayeon, she hurt you yet she made you happy. When you fell for Jisoo she hurt you by leaving you but she had a reason. She didn't mean to hurt you, that was unintentionally Lisa. And now you're in love with Jennie who hurt you in the past and now she's here to makes everything right. Lisa, just give it a shot. I got you okay?" She said sincerely even though it breaks her own heart.

'Jennie talked to me Lisa, I can see myself in her. I can feel how much she loves you, but that's not it Lisa. I didn't help her because of that, it's because you still love her. You're just being denial because she hurt you. Don't make this hard for me Lisa, I'll be happy if I see you happy even though I'm not the reason of your happiness.' she said to herself as she's trying to hold back her tears. As the door opens

"Lisa, she's here" She kissed her forhead as her tears falling down on her face. "It's okay. Everything will be okay" Miyeon about to leave Lisa grabbed her arm

"You didn't set this things up, did you?" She gritted her teeth. Before Miyeon can even answer

"I did Lili"

"Shut up Jennie Kim! I'm not talking to you"

"Lisa shouldn't talk to her like that. Come on Lisa, you two need to talk. Let go of me, please?" She let go of Miyeon's arm as Jennie talk

"I'll leave you...No Miyeon it's okay" She fake smiled as she walked out. Miyeon glare at Lisa

"Lisa!!!" She massage her temple "Look what did you do! Lisa she's about to cry, I hope you're in her shoes to feel the pain that you're giving to her"

"I thought you'll be on my side! I told you that I'm not ready but what did you do? What part you didn't understand Miyeon? You set me up!" She said angrily

"Lisa, I'm on your side. That's why I did this..."

"Miyeon I told you..." Miyeon cut her off

"Lisa stop! Listen to me first...I did this for you! I'm not doing this for me...I don't want you to regret something in the future because of your stubbornness! What if Jennie will leave you again? You'll get hurt again? No Lisa, I don't want to see you like that again. Yes we never talk about that before and I don't need to ask you about it because it's clearly written on your face how hurt you were that time. And now I can feel that you are hurt but at the same time you're mad that's why you need to hear her explanation. How can you get over from thay pain if you don't want to listen to her?" Lisa half smiled she knows all Miyeon said was right.

She immediately hugged Miyeon "I don't know what to do without you Miyeon. If I'm not in love with Jennie, I surely fall in love with you" She sincerely said

'I know Lisa. But it's always her no matter what happened. You always choose her. It's really painful Lisa, but we aren't really meant for each other' She said to herself

"It's nothing. Now, get your girl"