I skimmed the woods behind me and saw a deer staring intently at me. It wasn't the first time I'd seen wildlife on this trail, but this deer seemed oddly comfortable being so close to me. I reached into my bag to find some trail mix I brought along with me and poured some into my hand, I reached my arm out and waited as still as a statue. Slowly, and carefully she walked closer. Then seeing I had food, lowered her head and started eating. It was beautiful, watching this gentle creature trust me enough to eat out of my hand. Eventually I ran out of food and off she went. I tried my hardest to capture the image of the experience through my pencil. "You draw beautifully" said a voice startling me. A few feet from me stood a tall stranger, he had curly black locks and deep grey eyes. I couldn't speak so I stood up. "Sorry if I scared you, I was just taking a stroll and noticed you were sketching and curiosity got the best of me" he said with crooked smile. Anxiety kicked in and made me run faster than I ever had in gym class.
My heart was beating fast, and my feet were muddy, I didn't even think to throw my shoes on before I ran like an idiot. I reached my lawn and didn't stop till I shut the door behind me.
Why did I run away? I mean yes stranger danger and all but really, could a murderer be THAT good looking??
I slowly walked up to my room. My hands were shaky. I couldn't get my breath back to normal. Things seemed hazy, and I collapsed down the stairs.
When I woke up, it was darker outside, and there was blood on my hands. I realized that I hit my head on the railing when I fell. Great now I can't even have a normal day without hurting myself. I went up the stairs, my legs felt like jelly. I took my clothes off, and threw on a big white t-shirt, cleaned off my head in the bathroom, and then I plugged my phone into my speakers. I found a calming station on Pandora, and put it on as loud as I could handle. I opened all the windows in my bedroom. I sprawled on the floor breathed in deeply, and watched the smoke from the incense I lit dance to the soft music in the background. What a weird day I thought to myself.
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Ivory Shadow
RomanceIvory Garland has serious depression and anxiety, and has a hard time doing day to day things, she then meets the handsome new boy in town, Rowan, and things start changing. They start to bond over art, and find that they connect. Love, heartbreak...