You and Me (We wanted it all)

7 - Caught

(SPG/Mature Content)
"I've been without you for long."

"Dito lang muna ako to claim what is rightfully mine."

Masarap marinig na nakakainis. "Do you really believe na sa iyo pa rin ang sinasabi mong rightfully yours?"

Instead na sagutin ang tanong ko ibinalik lang niya ulit. Tinitigan niya ako with those soulful eyes. "Are you still mine, Allie?"

"What do you think? Kahit sinasabi mo ngayon na you tried seeing me sa mga panahon na umuuwi ka, I still can't get over the idea na you did not try hard enough to see me. To be with me."

Galit ako. Mapapansin iyun sa tono ko. Tahimik lang siya sa outburst ko. "Ngayon itatanong mo iyan? Ilang postcards lang ang palatandaan na buhay ka. Kahit ang mga iyun walang ibinibigay na information para makapagreply man lang ako."

Namumuo na ulit ang luha sa mata ko. "You have taken for granted what is rightfully yours way too long. Ang tagal na wala akong balita mula sa iyo."

Nanatili lang siyang nakatingin sa akin. Taking every word. "Hindi naman pwede na maghintay ako na walang kasiguruhan. Dapat na akong magmove on. Now out of the blue darating ka tatanong mo if I'm still yours?"

Tumulo nang tuluyan ang luha ko. Pumipiyok na rin ang boses ko.

"Unfair ka naman yatang masyado."

"I'm sorry" panunuyo niya. "Give me the chance to make it up to you."

"You can't just show up from where you have been and start saying things like that!"

"Gusto ko mang baguhin ang nangyari. It's already done. Ang magagawa ko na lang ngayon ay bumawi sa lahat ng pagkukulang ko." Malungkot na sabi niya.

Lumuhod siya sa harapan ko. Nabigla ako.

"No, Ram don't." Ayokong nakikita siya sa ganoong pagpapakumbaba. It's so humbling to see him beg. Nadudurog ang puso ko. Natutunaw unti-unti ang galit na naroroon.

Napatayo ako at pilit ko rin siyang itinayo. Upang gawin yun I have to lean on him.

"Are you still mine Allie," tanong niya. Sobrang lapit na ng katawan namin.

It's exhilirating to be this close to him. Confusing at the same time. Gusto kong mag give in sa moment. But a part of me ay gustong magmatigas.

"Hindi ko na alam," naisatinig ko ang laman ng aking isip.

He took that opportunity to break my defenses. I gave in to the moment when his lips claimed mine.

Like a flower opening to the sun I met his kisses. Shy at first but as I felt his arms come around me it gave me the courage to return his kisses with equal intensity.

Nagaaway na ang aking isip, puso at katawan.

May kasalanan pa siya sa akin iyun ang paulit ulit na sinasabi ng isip ko. Gusto ko siyang itulak.

Mahal ko pa rin siya tibok ng puso ko. I let him kissed me passionately.

I allowed him to press my form with his. A clear indication that I am still his.

Alam niya I cannot be this submissive kung wala na akong nararamdaman para sa kanya.

He kissed me as if his life depended on it. I kissed him back not wanting the moment to end.

"Oh Allie," he murmured nang panandaliang maghiwalay ang aming mga labi.

"Hindi tama ito," ang sabi ko pilit na binabalik sa katinuan ang aking isip.

Hinahalikan na niya ang leeg ko. Kahit na sinasabi kong hindi tama I found myself giving him access.

"Ram," ungol ko. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil it just took Ramon's passionate kisses for me to forget the past.

Painfully sweet. Long forgotten sensations were awaken. Unmindful of where we are, his right hand started caressing my upper side while the free one cupped my behind so I can feel how I affected him.

My hands were busy as well. Without conscious volition ipinulupot ko ang mga ito sa batok niya. Not wanting to let go. Baka bigla na lang siyang mawala kung hindi ganoon ang gagawin ko. I still found something funny sa situasyon namin. Something that made me cry both from joy and fear.

"I missed you," usal niya. "I dreamt about you every single day. "

Caught with the passion he unbuttoned my blouse and started kissing the flesh he exposed. Atuned with what he is feeling kusang lumiyad ang aking katawan.

What is happening to me, tanong ng isip ko. I shared the same sentiment. I dreamt about him too.

He always have this effect on me. A sweet ache started to grow within me nang magsimula na niyang ihantad sa kanyang mga labi ang aking kanang dibdib. Feathering it with light kisses first.

Sensing I wanted to press myself as close as possible to him he slightly nudged my thighs open.

With simultaneous actions he cradled me and nibbled my b***st. And I'm lost!

Nabigla man ako I am under his spell.

Hindi ko na alam ang pagkatao ko, so to speak. He pressed me more to him while tasting the softness of my chest.

"Ram," I moaned. Nahihiya ako sa nangyayari but I'm already caught in this storm called passion.