Different

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She pulls me inside quickly, acting as if I've seen her just yesterday. Her flow of questions starts and I don't even try to hide anything from her, I feel the tug of secrets hiding in me and I spill them all to her. She listens to every trouble knowingly and lets me finish, only adding in an occasional question in here and there. 

After I finish talking i'm almost in tears. The pain that I now know Jimin went through is too much for me, and I about break down in front of her. She brings me into a tight hug for a second, drying my tears. 

"So I know you hate being different, and new. But all these powers are good right?" She asks, going back to sit on her chair. 

"Yeah, I mean they're really cool and all It just frustrates me sometimes. Anyways, enough of me I've got some questions for you."

She smiles knowingly and nods her heads, "Go for it"

"So why were you waiting on Yoongi? And how are your powers coming along, I kinda forgot what they were. Do you have a position in the ranks yet?" I ask and she laughs.

"Wow, that's a lot of questions. Well, first off, me and Yoongi are bonded now. It was all so fast I don't remember how it all happened. But I don't really care, Its an un-explainable love."

"That's wonderful, and yeah, I know how you feel. Its like learning something new about them and yourself every day, an adventure that lasts a life time and never gets old. Both of you have no clue how deep you love each other and every day you find out that it goes deeper and deeper, even if you're arguing." I say. Her eyes glaze over like the clouds in front of the milky way and she nods her head, smiling brightly. 

"Anyways, I've got metallic powers. You know, melting and hardening metal, moving it around, that sort of thing. If its got a sliver of metal in it I can control it however I want, its pretty cool actually."

"Yeah, sounds like it"

"I don't have a rank yet, no, but I'm currently training under Yoongi's unit. I've been doing pretty good so far, although I haven't made any friends yet. They've all grown up together or know each other already, I stick out like a sore thumb. I'm glad you came to talk though, I feel much better."

"I feel better too. I feel bad for saying this but I'd completely forgotten you were here for a while, i'm so sorry. I mean I've been caught up in all this shit, love and all, and I've been too confused to think about much else. It feels great to spend time with you again though." I say.

"Speaking of time, do you want to stay for dinner? Me and Yoongi didn't have any plans we were just gonna eat on the couch again. You and Jimin could come over, double couple date. How about in an hour?" She says, leaning forward in her chair and clasping her hands together. 

"No I don't think we're in the position to do that right now. Don't get me wrong I want to spend time with you but me and him aren't exactly on good terms at the current minute." I say and she sighs. 

"You know the point of being in love is to work through things because you two are one, you need to go find him right now and make this right however you can. I'm not saying what you did was wrong, or how he responded was wrong either, but this needs to be solved. Wounds don't heal if you don't do anything to help them. So go try, right this instant." She says, and stands up to grab my arm, pulling me towards the door. 

She gives me one last hug before she looks at me sharply and I leave, she's always had that effect on me. I wander around the hallways for however long, mulling over the past events in my head. I keep telling myself I'm walking around, trying to find him, but in truth I'm just stalling. I know how to find him right away. Eventually I sigh and try to locate him. 

He's right where I thought he was, in our room, if I can call it that. My fingers go numb as I reach my hand up to knock, stopping them right before I do. He opens the door anyways, knock or not. He leans against the door frame and I walk in quickly, facing away from him and crossing my arms. 

When I gather the courage to turn around he does too, both of us facing each other at the same time. A tear runs down my face and without any words I run to him, wrapping my arms around him and hiding my face in his shirt. He strokes my hair as I cry for a second, tears falling silently down his face too. 

"I'm so sorry, what I did was wrong, I wasn't thinking about any of it. I didn't mean it I promise" I mumble against him. 

He closes his eyes and pulls me closer into him. "It's fine, I know what you were trying to do. And it worked" He says and I pull my head up to look at him in the eyes. 

"No, no it's really not."

"It doesn't matter anymore, I've moved on, we need to move on. That's all that matters anymore, you and me." He says and both of us sigh at the same time, causing us to laugh. 

"Speaking of us, Amelia invited us to dinner with her and Yoongi tonight" I say and he scrunches his face up, making me laugh again. 

"Do we haaaaaavee to go?" He asks, picking me up and throwing both of us down on the bed. 

"Yes, trust me if we don't come there'll be some drawback. I know her" I say.

"Okay then, but we'll stay right here until we have to go." He says, pulling me in closer.

"You mean, you want us to stay right here for a half hour, on this bed, and do nothing? Nothing at all? You don't want to, I don't know, have some fun maybe?" I say, and he smirks.

"Well I mean, the bed's been getting kind of lonely recently, it needs something to keep it warm." 

"Oh the poor bed. I do, however, know of something that would keep it warm. And it'd only take about twenty minutes if you calculate a little extra activity." I say and he rolls us over so that he's on top of me. 

"Well then lets get to it shall we?" He asks and I chuckle. 

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To be continued