If Only You Could See

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Tj's POV:

I can't stop crying. Max broke up with me and, even though it's been a few days, I still can't stop crying.

"I fucking loved you!" I half yell. "And you abandon your child?" I could feel anger rise in my blood. "Whatever. Andy's better off without you, anyways." I stood up from my spot on the couch, storming off into the kitchen. As I get ready to make a sandwich, I heard my phone chime

Max: Hey, look... I'm sorry for upsetting you like that. I just didn't know what to do.

You fucking broke up with me, ABANDONED your own son and make me wonder where you are for almost a week. And you're 'sorry' for making me upset?

Max: Listen, idk what to say. I broke up with you because of Ronnie.

Max: Can I come over later? I'm in LA.

I looked at the phone, still angry at Max. I know he's trying to apologise, but I don't know if I can accept it.

Max: Tj?

Yeah, it's fine.

Max: Is around 1:30 okay?

Sure.

Max: See you then.

With that, I put the phone down. I still don't know if I can trust Max, but I still love him. I want to be able to hold him again. I let out a sigh as I get the bread out of the bag.

"I still don't know if I can forgive you, Max." I say to myself as I put some jelly on one slice of bread. "I love you, but I want to hate you, right now."

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