"just keep on cramming ideas down my throat..."
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don't talk to me
jermbeats named the chat cool band brah
jermbeats added tyorkie to the chat
jermbeats: hey man....
tyorkie: hey jerm
jermbeats: you good?
tyorkie: yeah i guess
tyorkie: who else is in this chat right now?
jermbeats: its just us
tyorkie: oh okay good
tyorkie: please don't add anyone for now
jermbeats: oh okay, i was gonna add zac but...?
tyorkie: no don't, not yet please
jermbeats: oh uh alright, what's up?
tyorkie: look jeremy, im sorry i keep leaving, but its josh...
jermbeats: i mean, i get it man, hes kinda been a massive dick lately
tyorkie: no it's not that
jermbeats: oh oops lmao but continue
tyorkie: well, it's just that... josh
tyorkie: he isn't wrong
jermbeats: uhhh... about??
tyorkie: i dont know how to say this
tyorkie: hayley and i....
jermbeats: you....?
tyorkie: well, we...
tyorkie: well. i think you know.
jermbeats: oh
jermbeats: o h
jermbeats: holy shit
tyorkie: yeah
jermbeats: wow
jermbeats: you're fucking
tyorkie: JESUS, jeremy, no, we just talked and we have feelings for each other.
jermbeats: oh damn
tyorkie: and she may have... kissed me
jermbeats: o h d a m n
tyorkie: but i stopped her. hayley's really confused with everything about josh and i, and she doesn't want to hurt him. she really doesnt love him anymore, but that doesnt let her do this
jermbeats: right, okay
jermbeats: was she upset?
tyorkie: a bit. she looked so hurt when i pushed her off of me, but i had to, didn't i? i left her room after, i had to
jermbeats: shit, man
jermbeats: is she gonna break up with josh?
tyorkie: she doesn't really know what to do
jermbeats: yeah i get that
jermbeats: i think she should though
tyorkie: me too
jermbeats: yeah
jermbeats: so...
jermbeats: ....you're not fucking?
tyorkie: no, god jeremy
tyorkie: but i mean if everything works out...
jermbeats: oh sHITTTTT
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so it seems i am incapable of writing about anything happy or positive such as romance and all without some form of darkness. but it's not my fault — it's just the way things are. things never really seem to work out the way we expect them to, do they? life is never that simple.
people are just so mean sometimes, aren't they?
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