The Cycle

Chapter 1: Introduction

Author's Note:

I wanted to make something clear before this story even started. I'm using Harry Styles from One Direction as the lead male role in this story. This story is full of intense chapters; especially as the story furthers. I want to make it clear that I don't think of the actual Harry Styles as this type of guy in anyway shape or form. Think of my use of Harry Styles as if this was a movie & he was cast as the lead male.

Thank you. Now, please enjoy my story.

- xx2906xx

Hello.

My name is Tuesday Nelson. I'm now 20 years old.

I'm here to tell you my story.

I know there are more people out there who share my story, but mine is uniquely mine.

I think back to that time & many things travel through my mind.

Good. Bad. Indifferent. Things...

Thinking back to that time now doesn't make me angry.

It makes me more...sad.

& not even at the person who caused everything.

But at myself, because I let it happen for much too long.

There were many times when I could've bettered my life.

But I was young & completely stupid.

They say this type of story always runs in a cycle.

I never believed it because I wanted to believe that it was bullshit.

I wish I wouldn't have been so naive.

I believe it now. The cycle is 100% true.

Things are amazing.

Things become sour.

& then things become painful.

Inside & out.

* Laughs*

You know what the worst part about the cycle is?

After all the pain, the amazing part starts again.

After that happens, you forget the pain. You literally refuse to remember.

& you beleive this time things will be different.

*Laughs*

Oh yeah, they'll be different alright.

They'll be much, much worse.