Being A Rejected Mate (UNDER HEAVY EDITING)

Chapter 15 Can We Start Over?

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~~~~~~~~~BLAZES POV~~~~~~~~~~~~

I knew this day would come. That she would remember who she would be and what she remembered before she lost her memory. 

I wish I could of told her sooner. UGH! she must hate me now. Maybe more than hate. Maybe more hate then before. I just want her back. Now I regret everything. I wonder why she wanted to leave before. I heard some screaming but I wonder if it was her.

This should of been the best weekend ever but now I don't know. She might just want to leave tomorrow morning.I then went over to her door and knoked a couple of times. 

"Cassie are you there? Im sorry...I'm such a jerk and I can't forgive myself forgive myself. I love you so much and mean it so much. And I always mess up im so sorry." I say.

Silence

"Cassie?"

Silence

"CASSIE? Are you even there?" 

Silence

I then broke open the door and saw that no one was in the room. I was looking throughout the room and I saw that the window open. The curtains were blowing in the breeze. 

Oh no. Cassie

~~~~~~~~~~~~~CASSIE'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I ran. I kept running through the forest. The cold wind whipping my face. I needed to get out. The whole crap with James cheating on me with my bitch sister and Blaze not telling me that he rejected me and I could feel it when he did it with my sister.

Everything revolved around my sister. She ruined almost my entire childhood. I just couldn't beleive it. Amy took everything that I wanted when we we're little. When grandpa gave me the new barbie, Grandma gave her the barbie doll that wasn't out yet. 

Whenever I had something Amy had to have something better, and it sickened me. Now she was taking control of my love life. Now I don't know where I was going. I remember hearing if I went up to canada there were Rouges up there. Also they needed a fighter with them. 

I don't know if this was a good idea but I can't just be with James or Blaze or even around any of them. They all made me sick. My mate choose my sister over me and now so did James. 

James the man that I loved with all my heart. And I trusted him with all my secrets. He knew almost everything about me and right now I just couldn't beleive that he would do this to me. He knew all the things that Amy had done and then all of the things that my pack did. Especially Blaze. I loved James. I don't know if it was love. But I had a feeling.

Blaze. He was my mate. He was my other half. Nothing could describe the feeling I had whenever he was around me. I wish I could hug and kiss him but I couldn't. That was my problem. I always did have a secrey crush on Blaze ever since we were in middle school and even in high school. 

Then. BOOM!  I steped back a bit and changed into my human form. I bumped into a tree. Ugh! I then put my back to the tree. Not caring if anyone saw me. I needed to think

I needed to think about sorting out my life. I still had Shay. She was almost my everything. Cam, Eleanor, Harry, and Shay they're all I have left.

I love them.

I love them so so much. 

I lost my parents, James, And most of all my mate Blaze. 

I'm a diffrent person now. I remind myself. 

I'm not that push over scrawny loser.

Oh who am I kidding. I keep trusting people and look where it has gotten me. I almost lost all the people I love. 

I need to start building walls around myself. 

I'm still that push over scrawny loser. 

I then burst into tears. I couldn't stop. They kept flowing non stop. It hurt. The constant feeling of having a broken heart. Sometimes I can't take it. Sometimes I just want to die.

I decided that If Shay was all I had then I wanted Cam and Eleanor to take care of her. Or even Bianca. She found her mate. And she was luccky. He wasn't a jerk like mine.

I know Cam and Eleanor or Bianca and Danny will take care of little Shay. Right?

I just don't know.

I can still see James and Amy together.

It keeps breaking my heart. I turned into my wolf form again and I then decided to where I was heading.

Goodbye Blaze.

For good.

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