It's been two weeks and I haven't been feeling myself lately my moods would change like that, today Glenn and I were gonna go on a run to the city to get some supplies. I was wearing this
Are walked to the city and we went into a store and I went to female hygiene section and grabbed tampons pads and I found pregnancy tests and I decided to take it I grabbed whatever I could find I went into the backroom and looked for anything when I found a sword
i hesitated but I grabbed it, I felt powerful I haven't felt this in such a long fucking time. I walked out of the room "glenn look what I found" I said showing him the sword "wow that looks awesome" Glenn said "you ready to go back?" I asked "yeah let's go" Glenn said then I saw toilet paper and quickly grabbed it and followed Glenn and we got back to the camp
"Got lots of stuff" I said
I saw Sophia whispering something to Carol and Sophia walked over to me "Jess" Sophia said "yeah?" I asked "can I talk to you in private?" She asked shyly "sure let's go to my tent and you can tell me" I said and we went to my tent "what's up?" I asked "d-did you get period pads?" Sophia asked
"I did" I said and grabbed the bag and grabbed a pad and handed one to her
"I hate being a girl" Sophia said "when you're older it's even worse" I said and Sophia went to the Rv to go put the pad on and I laid in my bed I couldn't eat I just didn't want to.I heard someone say knock knock" knock knock" Andrea said
"Come in" I said
And Andrea came in with food
"Fish?" I asked "fish is gross but I'll eat it" I said
"Good" Andrea saidAndrea went into my bag and was looking for something when she stopped to look at something
And she pulled out the pregnancy test box but I grabbed it out of her hand and put it under my pillow
"You're pregnant" Andrea asked "I don't know that for sure" I said "but you have to keep quite about this" I said"Fine" she said and left with stuff
Hours laterIt was dark and everyone was having a fire and I went into the Rv and went to the bathroom and peed on the pregnancy test stick, I hoped and prayed that I wasn't pregnant. I put cap onto the stick and went outside back to the fire and when I was gonna go back to my tent I was gonna look
I had a blanket wrapped around my body, and Noah wasn't around
"Hey where's Noah?" I asked "I think his tent" Lori said "thanks" I said
I got up and walked to Noah's tent
"Noah?" I called out quietly
"Come in" I heard Noah's voice he sounded like he was crying
I came into his tent
"You alright?" I asked
"Mama and papa I hope their alive and ok" Noah said crying
And signed sadly
"Noah there's something I have to tell you" I said "what is it?" Noah askedI hesitated "on the night when we were on the highway I was having a phone call with mama and papa but, the dead got them" I said "and you didn't tell me?!" Noah raised his voice "I've been having a hard time except it Noah" I said "that's my mama and papa and you didn't fucking tell me" Noah yelled at me "there are me mama and papa to Noah stop being so selfish" I said
"You were adopted" Noah yelled
Then realised what he's done
Tears started to swell up in my eyes
"You're lying" I said "I'm not lying" Noah said
"You're still Spanish and all but you're just not related to me or mama and papa" Noah saidI ran out of Noah's tent tears going down my face and I went into my tent
Forgetting about the pregnancy test and I had fallen asleep