I don't know what I'm doing with myself I'm broken every time I close my eyes I see myself killing jack and rick getting angry with me for it, I already know that the governor is coming to attack and to kill us all with a new group I can already see it.
"Jessica" I heard my name being called
"What?" I asked
"There's a flu that's going on and I need you and the kids to go up to the main building either he rest and keep everyone safe with Carl" rick said
I got up and grabbed my things and rick unlocked the door and I went up to the main building I went to a small room and I wanted to cut myself I just had the erg to do it.
I looked around and found a part of glass and picked it up I connected the glass to my skin and cut my arm I did my best to stay quite, I stopped cutting myself after two cuts and I wrapped a bandage around my arm and put my sweater on and walked out of the room to help Carl keep everyone safe.
"What's been going on?" I asked Carl
"People and kids died from Patrick being a walker and a flu is going around" Carl said and a somewhat rude way "I don't need your help keeping everyone safe" Carl said giving me attitude "well to bad your father told me to help you keep everyone safe so that's what I'm doing you don't have to like it but you're gonna have to deal with it" I said
"You're not even allowed to hold a weapon so you're not much help" Carl said "I don't need a weapon Carl" I said
